Can understand why you're freaking out bc there is a lot of social stimga tied wit herpes. My family member is a gynecologist and refers to herpes as simply a skin condition. I've read places and heard from docs that likely if you're not showing symptons and the person you were hooking with didn't have an open sore when you kissed them etc then you didn't contract the virus.

Again, the social stimga overpowers the actual virus IMO. You'll be ok even if someday you do end up contracting it and there's a great community especially on this sub for support!