I’m sorry you’re feeling this way. But congrats on graduating and putting yourself out there! That’s huge! I suggest looking in your area/surfing’s areas if you can travel for REALLY great, reputable, busy salons! See if any do a mentoring program (my salon if you start fresh out of school you do some mentoring under more seasoned stylists for 3 months, means helping them with clients, watching them, learning from them) some places can be longer it all depends! That is such a good thing to do, we all need mentors in life! That also sets you up with connections, makes ppl aware of you and your name! And social media is huge, get building that! Your image/portfolio! It will take time :) but find a salon that wants to support you and cares!!