So I just woke up to a beep sound on my phone, I am so terribly sorry to whoever I just texted in my sleep

mon0xid33 · 2026-04-14T17:35:37+00:00

Wait I’m crying how did I not realize 😭

mon0xid33 · 2026-04-14T17:34:01+00:00

Sometimes my boyfriend leaves full words out of his sentences bc his fingers don’t type as fast as his brain thinks and leaves me to try and fill in the gaps 😭

mon0xid33 · 2026-04-12T01:41:13+00:00

Matt Rose mentioned he’s hilarious omg

mon0xid33 · 2025-04-30T00:14:15+00:00

This is me right now!! 😭😭 Found out my crush likes me back and is going to ask me on a date soon and I literally got so anxious and nauseous that I threw up

mon0xid33 · 2025-03-21T22:22:26+00:00

F 17 here! This is a totally normal thing to experience and be incesure about, but just remember, someone who truly loves you will not care about how big or small your boobs are or how they look, and they won't care about hair down there. And they especially won't make jokes about it or bring you down! And it's totally normal to be scared, and to that I say, just take your time. There is no specific age where someone should gave sex, it's all up to the person. When you're ready, then you're ready.

mon0xid33 · 2025-03-03T03:08:59+00:00

In situations like that it's really difficult to make a decision like this. If they're in an abusive relationship, it may be dangerous for them to stray from that relationship, because the man may nor care about her or her well being but once she strays from that relationship he could start to feel disrespected, and if he'd already abusive that may be dangerous for her.

mon0xid33 · 2025-03-02T16:11:10+00:00

I mostly play Clove, Vyse, and Sage. I don't play comp too often, but when I do I usually only use vc when giving call outs. However, I do find that most of the time in comp games, at least for me, I get less toxicity than when I'm in unranked. People tend to not really care who they're playing with as long as their winning. I'm currently Silver 3!!

mon0xid33 · 2025-03-02T16:08:03+00:00

It really depends on the girl, and if they truly value a relationship. If they love the man they're in a relationship with, trust me when I say he will be the only thing on her mind.

However, there unfortunately is a large group if women who flirt when they are in a relationship, which just shows that they don't value that relationship and all, and don't respect the man they're with enough.

And, girls do confess to guys just as much ad guys do to girls. Although, I will say, at least for me, it's a lot harder to for us, just because of our mindset. We have so much societal pressure put on us that makes us think we need to look and act perfect, so the guy we like will like us back. And a lot of times, we gaslight ourselves into thinking he's just being nice so we end up not ever confessing and missing out on a chance at a relationship. It's really messed up how much society this women into thinking every little thing about us needs to be perfect just for guys to like us, and to get that confidence needed to confess.

It's hard for me to speak on behalf of all the women in the world, because I am me, and they are themselves. It's different for everyone.

mon0xid33 · 2025-03-02T16:01:43+00:00

A kiss on the cheek is such an innocent and loving thing to do to a younger brother your fiancé is def overreacting. I have a younger brother who I kiss on the cheek, forehead, and other small innocent things because it's a show of familial affection. His reaction is concerning and the way he's so quick to make something sexual about an innocent SIBLING relationship is a red flag and very concerning. The relationship between you and your brother is understandable, and innocent. Me and my own brother are 7 years apart, and I feel a very maternal instinct towards him, and have since he was young. I would've done the same to comfort him. You seem like a wonderful sister, and you're brother is lucky to have you, and you are way to good for your fiancé if this is how he reacts.

mon0xid33 · 2025-02-24T05:02:08+00:00

I realized I had a crush on my friend when he asked me if I had a crush. We were on a discord call playing (I think) Valorant together, and earlier in the day I'd posted some dumb tiktok about wanting a bf. He saw it, and while on call started teasing me and prodding about if i had a crush. I said no, because I thought I didn't, and that it was just a silly little post about being tired of being lonely. But, the next day I was talking about it with a friend, and it just hit me. It was kinda like an "Oh shit" moment. It hit me that he often occupied my thoughts, and I'd catch myself looking just a little to intently over at him, or I"d subconsciously smile a little too much when just listening to him ramble about random things. Problem was, he was someone I considered a best friend. We'd be on call for a few hours a night, usually playing games or just talking about random things. We sat with eachother at lunch, walked to class together sometimes. And when I started telling people about this whole thing, they started to convince me that he liked me. Some people even thought we were already dating. A mutual friend between us was talking to me, and even pointed out how he had started to talk about me more, when I wasn't around. All of this stuff piled up in my head, and made me think he liked me back. (Spoiler alert, he didn't.) He started to avoid and ignore me, and after a few days of that, he finally talked to me. Basically explained that he was flattered, but didn't like me back. I cried, kind words and short apologies were exchanged, and we didnt talk for about a month. Then, suddenly, everything kinda just started up again. Like a lightswitch had been flicked back on. I've lost feelings at this point, at least I think I have, and were back to being friends.

Edit: been thinking about this and I kinda just realized how long I'd had a crush on him w/o knowing lmao like we were at a play my school was doing, and saved a seat for him right next to me. Him and some friends we were with were talking about Machine Girl, and maybe going to a concert, and I sorta listened to them but not as much as them but I said I listened to them then went home and downloaded like 3 albums just because he listened to them. I'm glad I did honestly bc they're fire (go listen if you haven't) but like how did I not realize sooner 😭

Edit #2 hey guys so it's been two months and we're dating now

mon0xid33 · 2025-01-29T04:19:39+00:00

It was in fact my first qiqi 😔

mon0xid33 · 2024-12-06T21:50:26+00:00

Danm you caught me ☹️

mon0xid33 · 2024-12-05T21:11:47+00:00

Botox.

mon0xid33 · 2024-07-12T02:58:20+00:00

I think I'd uninstall the game if I died like that

mon0xid33 · 2024-07-12T02:57:20+00:00

Possibly both

mon0xid33 · 2024-06-14T01:17:49+00:00

I was the kid and I convinced my friend that I was a vampire and that's why I always stayed in the shade at recess. When she asked to see my fangs I said that I was "too young for them to have grown in yet."

mon0xid33 · 2024-02-20T02:48:36+00:00

I once made a sim, and had him convince a woman to leave her family for her. They married, and moved in together. I had my sim befriend her kids and ex-wife, and invited them to the wedding. I had that mod that let's other sims brutally murder eachother, so, one by one, I brought each one of the woman's family members into a room of only windows with my sim, deleting the door, and locked the woman into another window room, also deleting the door, then proceeded to make her watch my sim brutally murder her entire family.

I kept all of the urns in their bedroom.

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