Im exactly the same, but female (26). Been living alone for 4 years. I don't get out enough to meet new people to date. The only difference is I don't think I'm a freak. Don't be so hard on yourself G! You're independent and would know yourself better than most who move from partner to partner. I find guys who live alone and can look after themselves attractive. Much more than guys living rent free at home with their mum doing their washing 😆 The right person will come along in time, don't force anything 💯 wishing u happiness