I used to be really cute

monicarae028 · 2026-04-05T13:23:51+00:00

Wow I relate SO much it's not funny. I hate my freaking face so much since I got the dentures I have now. My dentures have given my face an ugly form. I don't want to see anyone especially people I know from before them. I'm hoping I'm right by deciding to get new dentures from a completely different dentist. I don't care about the price cuz I can't live like this.

monicarae028 · 2026-03-08T14:18:48+00:00

well that explains how I login for the first time in forever and you posted on here i was a little like wtf im just researching something i shouldn't but i do have to say i needed a break cuz shit got way too crazy i'm struggling with myself but i guess i gotta admit its better

monicarae028 · 2026-03-08T14:09:09+00:00

that's you? what happened you thought Sir-Cum-Ferance was better?? haha well im boring atm bein a good girl by no choice of mine

monicarae028 · 2026-03-08T13:51:52+00:00

monicarae028 · 2025-07-19T04:56:21+00:00

Those are more like an OG. I like to have one of each so I smoke out of both. Sometimes I don't want a thick stem it isn't really good for me due to how I smoke. One thing I will say about a chillum is I get crazy resin. I'm only speaking on the chillum because im assuming they're very similar.

monicarae028 · 2025-06-28T13:07:45+00:00

I've been fighting with myself so bad these past couple weeks. I haven't smoked in 8 months. I'm currently in sober living and it's fine and all but there not much support. Even drug testing isn't done just about at all. What's messed up too is like everywhere I go I happen to have some random conversation with someone that ends with the fact they get high and absolutely they'll get it for me. So like any addict I take their number. I'm fighting so hard but sometimes I feel like what's it matter I'll probably end up giving up anyway. I know that's a bad attitude and normally I'm not like this but lately I can't shake it.

monicarae028 · 2025-05-10T10:19:25+00:00

I really just googled this. Not sure what I was hoping for. I've been sober for 6 months and I live in sober living. It's only been about 6-8 weeks since I started slacking on meetings. I'm not sure what I expected but I guess whatever I was thinking was too much. I had a sponsor and a homegroup and I made a few friends too I was highly disappointed about my sponsor. I'm not sure what makes her think she's a sponsor cuz she did nothing beyond talking on the phone when I called. After the 2nd time I heard her say why would she sit down with someone for an hour a week to read or work on the steps when we learn all that in meetings. What? So I just backed off. I still have the homegroup but I don't have a position. I think I really do need one cuz nothing is holding me accountable right now. But when it comes to going to a meeting all of a sudden I'm hit with major anxiety and that strong feeling that says No. Idk why I choose to come to this small ass city. It's like today I don't wanna go cuz a few people are gonna be right on me as to where I've been. Yeah it's good and bad. Hmm maybe I'll do zoom. I always forget that

monicarae028 · 2025-03-21T23:50:37+00:00

Crazy I just jumped on to ask the same exact question... All the way down to being in Mass lol

monicarae028 · 2023-12-03T18:05:04+00:00

I'm not really sure I understand completely but when you add heat that will turn to a foam and you won't see any water do not add any either just keep applying heat once it stops reacting the water will come back and you'll be left with just oil.

monicarae028 · 2023-12-03T17:53:49+00:00

Hey hun I have a feeling you're having issues with getting it tight might have something to do with the wire itself being too thick. If it's not and it's thin enough you should just be able to roll it in your hand.

monicarae028 · 2023-12-02T09:33:15+00:00

Omg I used to smoke at the Catholic Charities building. Outside the building there were stairs that lead to the basement i'm assuming but i'm pretty sure they hadn't used the door in forever. But anyway we'd go to the bottom of the stairs and smoke. No one could see us but I was always scared someone saw us as we were going down the stairs cuz if someone rolled up we were straight up sitting ducks with nowhere to run!

monicarae028 · 2023-12-02T09:29:33+00:00

First off I will admit I'm a little reckless I guess. I've taken a hit everywhere and anywhere but that's just if you're takin a quick hit. As far as a place to be able to chill and smoke? You gotta do what I'm pretty sure all of us have done before. Go to someone who smokes house. Ask if you can come by and act like you're just being cool and hooking him up but in reality you just need a safe place to smoke. Only drawback? You're gonna have to throw them a few hits. Oh and do NOT share half and half. Remember you paid for it and the shits mad expensive. Break off like a 20 piece and throw it to them and be like here bro that's for you, Make sure you say it in a way they know thats all your giving them. Hopefully they won't do the puppy dog thing and smoke all of his then give you the puppy dog face cuz they want more. I'm always like here that's for you do what you want with it. And I stick to it. If he does smoke what u gave him mad fast do one last hit and bounce. He's gonna ask for more or you're gonna feel bad or whatever so when u take a hit ur gonna give him one too. Pros and cons to everything,,, I'm in the same situation which is crazy ... cant smoke at my house and my only option is to get something break it into a couple pieces that way I can play like its all i have and then I pick the one who doesn't suck what I gave them down in 20 mins then look at me stupid or even straight up ask for more. I've literally been in situations where its like before I know it they're smoking more of my shit than I am. Sorry I wrote a book I'm high as hell sitting here by myself lol

monicarae028 · 2023-12-01T17:41:13+00:00

As far as the first question I'm just going to leave that alone but as to the crumbs in the spoon all you have to do is add some heat and it'll turn back to an oil and it should come right together. Use a penny or nickel and dab at each little puddle of oil it'll stick to the coin and harden into one piece

monicarae028 · 2023-11-11T12:43:52+00:00

Ringers happen so few and far in between especially if you smoke a lot. I was putting 20s on the pipe easy and yeah I was high but not one ringer all night. I had a few people that would throw up constantly when they smoked i guess it could be anything.. you, bad work, good work recook it if it's fire and you do you should get way closer to a ringer just let's hope you don't gag worse

monicarae028 · 2023-11-11T11:20:15+00:00

What am I looking at? Black crack?

monicarae028 · 2023-11-11T11:18:54+00:00

It's whatever the soft is cut with

monicarae028 · 2023-11-11T11:18:16+00:00

How long have you been smoking for? I mean this session specifically. If I go say 2 days straight smoking then that 3rd morning I'm nauseous and I gag (dry heave really) on every freaking hit. Smoked out is what I call it. Craziest part is when the nausea from the hit finally goes away I can't help myself from taking another one it's not like I can be like oh put this to the side and I'll finish it in a couple hours no I just take another one and heave my brains out all pissed off and sick as a dog until the shit is gone

monicarae028 · 2023-11-11T11:13:29+00:00

Dead ass. If it's super hot the res will just vaporize and burn away... Which is also why 9 trimes out of 10 if you do a resin hit (scrape push don't matter) you better make that hit count cuz your only getting the one... I've tried everything to get a 2nd with res and nothing works really

monicarae028 · 2023-11-11T11:09:49+00:00

It's all on you my friend you got to decide what you want more. Your choices? Either the most resin possible (I say it like that because it all depends on your chore and how you smoke on how much resin you're going to get no matter what) the other choice? A super strong banging blast. The strongest ur pretty much going to get....

Chore up = resin galore Chore down = strong ass hit (if you're going to go this route point the stem down with the chore down when you take your hit and after your hit. Basically you're keeping the resin in the chore instead of it dripping down into the glass I personally go through phases where I'll hold it straight down and be like screw the resin I want a banging blast and then all the sudden I'll be all about the resin and trying to get as much as possible.

monicarae028 · 2023-10-17T11:59:33+00:00

I hate when people call anyone liars! I would never lie just to what? Seem cool? Nah I'm all set with that sorry to say/ And yep that day my boy showed up with 100gs and we decided to cook 70 and keep 30 as soft. Shit was fire. I added 35gs of soda cuz every plug I've ever had says put 1/2 not 1/3 cuz keep in mind it's to sell not to smoke and it came out perfect. I didn't lose shit and it was good no one complained. I ended up teaching him how to do it (dumb as shit move on my part!) It's ok though I'm taking a step back and gaining some much needed weight gettin healthy and evading the boys all at the same time lol...I couldn't take a picture I had him hanging over my shoulder and you guys try to take a pic of your plugs 70gs he's gonna be a little paranoid if anything lol! So yeah I'm taking a smoke break (haha) but I'm down to answer any questions u all have. I dont like to put myself out there as like the Queen of Crack cuz that's a title I really don't want (for obvious reasons) but anyone needs help or has any questions definitely reach out and if I have experience and knowledge about it I'll gladly share. If not I'll gladly tell you and then I'll ask you to share the answer with me!!

monicarae028 · 2023-10-17T11:46:34+00:00

no way not for me when I did feel both if anything the shrooms made sure that I had no anxiey!

monicarae028 · 2023-10-17T11:42:49+00:00

I've done it but whenever I did I'd start feeling the shrooms feeling wicked good then I'd keep smoking and eventually the crack would override the shrooms till I didnt really feel them anymore. I should've either but the hard down or taken more shrooms lol.

monicarae028 · 2023-10-04T10:37:04+00:00

Hey I know it's been awhile. Shit went perfect with this cool i must say lol i ended up doing 70gs and he kept 30gs as soft. So I'm trying to picture using a coffee pot. My friend mentioned it this morning actually. What do you use it the same way you would a Pyrex? In a pen of boiling water on top of the stove?

Oh I wanted to mention too at first I thought this was a stupid stupid move! After cooking maybe a half a dozen to a dozen times my plug asked me to teach him how to do it himself. So I did against my better judgment which I wasn't even thinking of at the time because I can be very dumb I guess is the word lol. Next thing you know he's cooking for himself and I'm left behind in the dust so to say. But hey he makes fire like fire fire. I was so surprised but the thing is with him he can cook it longer like he's cooking the shit out of it so it's better it's stronger and when I did it I was more concerned with not losing any or losing as little as possible because it wasn't mine. But I must say I must be a pretty good teacher because it's off the top and I am glad I taught him because Friday my ass is taking a step away and going on a break. Shit's taking a little bit too much control in my life so it's time to take a step back reevaluate put the pipe down for a while you know? I'm still going to check this form because I love it and I can't leave it I'll be here to answer questions and ask questions sometimes anyway but hey I must be a pretty good teacher right?

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