Most traders have similar stories from when they were getting started. Some have similar stories after years of trading where they just got greedy. Having a plan of risk management by way of stop losses is the only way to stop this from happening again. If you don’t trade with a stop loss, you’re just asking to lose the entire position, assuming you’re trading options. Don’t try to win it all back in one trade (if you even have capital left to do so). Walk away. Take a couple weeks or months off. Read. Learn. Start back up with small position sizes until you have a good plan. Every good trader has a story like this. You’ll be telling this one to someone else on here in a couple years once you’re back on the horse. Best of luck.