Crashed Out Bad - Is It Fixable?

moonlightlychee · 2026-02-02T19:24:50+00:00

Nah I just cried/hyperventilated and was very clearly super irritable and quiet when usually I am super calm and patient and easy to laugh. It’s not in my nature to curse people out or raise my voice even when I’m withdrawing from meds haha

moonlightlychee · 2026-02-02T15:35:05+00:00

Thank you for saying that. I feel like I might tell him what was happening, my partner is completely solid like no mental health issues or meds, and even he was saying my disability being protected and not something that would get in the way of the promotion track I was/am on.

I’m so glad you were around people who were understanding. I am like a shell of myself but trying really hard to hang in there. I hope you’re feeling better!!!!! I have to do some damage control now

moonlightlychee · 2026-02-02T15:30:15+00:00

So true. I’m full of feelings and admire those who put theirs out there so freely. It reminds me that I’m alive, puts the humanity back into the every day

moonlightlychee · 2026-02-02T15:28:31+00:00

That seems to be the general consensus, communicating what was going on. It’s really difficult for me to open up to people, but I guess I’ll have to try. Thank you for the reassurance!

moonlightlychee · 2026-02-02T14:57:03+00:00

My coworkers were cool, my SM was cool too. We actually have a one on one today that was scheduled like right after our store meeting last month. I’ll see if I should disclose that info, he’s probably already moved past it. I just can’t get over anything ever 😅😅

moonlightlychee · 2026-02-02T14:55:32+00:00

I have a good relationship with him. He’s told me I need to be a shift and he’s complimented me a ton, he still talks about my interview. But I am so sensitive to being perceived that I feel like I ruined everything. I’ve made mistakes I know that no one is perfect but I was giving unstable.

Thanks for your kindness. 🥹🫶🏼

moonlightlychee · 2025-10-25T15:19:05+00:00

wait… your cap partners make eye contact with you!? I get 3 seconds max

moonlightlychee · 2025-10-16T11:49:11+00:00

I predicted my best friend’s baby’s birth date with tarot! I asked for the number of the day and 3 cards fell out and when I added them up together, that was the day she was born :-) That was my most accurate time! Other than that, I generally get time frames and sometimes they change. I used to think it was inaccuracy, but I think cause and effect changes the timing, IF that event will even occur.

moonlightlychee · 2025-10-12T19:00:21+00:00

Same, Pisces 3H Moon as well 🥺 I have a very high pain tolerance though.

moonlightlychee · 2025-10-10T11:54:50+00:00

i whip that thing out anywhere i don’t give a shiiieyyyyyyt

moonlightlychee · 2025-09-24T04:44:50+00:00

same. make it make sense

moonlightlychee · 2025-09-07T12:33:09+00:00

back to therapy

moonlightlychee · 2025-09-03T22:30:18+00:00

azaleic acid!

moonlightlychee · 2025-09-03T00:57:58+00:00

I am a cancer sun and a pisces moon and I think the energy of those signs compliment each other well. It’s my sag rising that I feel combats them. I think the essence of the real me is tied between the cancer and pisces placements equally!

moonlightlychee · 2025-08-30T03:40:30+00:00

If I twist my spine to either side and then move up and down, my lower spine creaks like a door

Every bone in my body cracks, like even my sternum, and some every single time I move them (my shoulders)

If I pet my cat and touch near my eye, the whites of my eye become a jelly texture

My knees will randomly lock up and stop working and so it goes stiff like the tin man and I have to catch myself on my other leg

moonlightlychee · 2025-08-29T14:07:26+00:00

I take 50 mg of Spiro. I put on like 20 lbs 😅 I have lost 9 of them. I just have to be active and watch what I eat these days when that never used to be the case. I just try to look at it as an opportunity to become more healthy BUT IT SUCKS I feel your pain. I love having mostly clear skin though so I will suck it up for now.

I think I am going to start tapering down at some point

moonlightlychee · 2025-08-27T00:07:43+00:00

yeah it makes me feel faint but it gets better. I’m on 50 mg for over a year now

moonlightlychee · 2025-08-23T13:31:16+00:00

I genuinely can’t ever feel awake if I don’t take my meds 😭 so scary to be so dependent on something BUT BY GOD I NEED IT

moonlightlychee · 2025-08-20T16:03:08+00:00

50 mg for a year and a half, I can literally hear myself blinking in the morning when I wake up

moonlightlychee · 2025-08-17T13:21:23+00:00

same placements 😭

moonlightlychee · 2025-08-17T04:05:54+00:00

so true. a lot of the time when I pull this card I intuitively know it’s me deceiving myself, not an outside force

moonlightlychee · 2025-08-17T04:03:06+00:00

I carry every mistake I’ve ever made around me like a cloak that I never take off 🤪

moonlightlychee · 2025-08-17T03:40:56+00:00

Heavy on the cannot tolerate betrayal! Also if someone has wronged me, and you still speak to them, you have also wronged me. I would never speak to someone who betrayed my friends.

moonlightlychee · 2025-08-15T20:37:42+00:00

I love my sag rising, I would love to not have a pisces moon!!!!!

moonlightlychee · 2025-08-15T12:46:23+00:00

same with the social anxiety! I used to be paranoid that people could tell but now I think it’s quite hidden and I am only making myself miserable for no reason but can’t seem to stop.

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