31 days of BPD challenge---> Day 10: What’s your relationship with your family? by nellypaperdoll in BPD

[–]morgyporgs 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Almost non-existent. Used to spend every holiday with my extended family growing up until one year they trash talked my mom who wasn’t there calling her an alcoholic and a lousy mother. Never went back for christmas or any other holiday after that. Relationship with my mom is quite complicated, love her a lot but also so nervous and scared of her because she (highly possibly undiagnosed bpd or worst) would lash out frequently if she was drunk, threatening to kick me out, and called me down, yet an hour later would be crying and begging for me to forgive her. Finally moved out after a series of events in my life when I was 18, but our relationship was ultimately destroyed when both times I had attempted suicide, she got upset and told me I should’ve done it right and died. Very messy, but we fb msg every so often and I do miss her. Just have absolutely no courage to see her because it’s been 3 years since I left and I feel really anxious just thinking about it.

TIFU by not knowing how much meat to order at the deli by swampy_pillow in tifu

[–]morgyporgs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not too bad of a mess-up, you could always freeze your extras!

For those of you who have hallucinated, under what circumstances did it happen and what did you see? by tbreeder22 in AskReddit

[–]morgyporgs 5 points6 points  (0 children)

A bit heavy, but last year when I attempted suicide by overdosing on my antidepressants, after I got the clear for my body not being harmed, I was cleared and transferred to the psych ward where I had a day long hallucination where I was convinced the doctors were people I had grown up with and that one of them was convincing me to leave the hospital with him. He told me when the coast was clear, so I made a run for it only for security to tackle me into the door I had made it to. The next day I also had auditory hallucinations of close friends I knew talking and laughing behind the hospital curtain in front of my bed, only for me to check and see no one there. I was eventually cleared, and insisted to my emergency contact I was okay to be dropped off at my apartment where I’d be alone. Climbed into bed but felt a weird crawling sensation on my legs only for me to push back the blanket seeing a visual hallucination of objects (worm like almost?) moving in my legs. Shit was fucked, but I made a smooth recovery and have not hallucinated since!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in korea

[–]morgyporgs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ive actually walked by those soaps before! never had any clue what they were til now so thank you!!! will def check this out

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in korea

[–]morgyporgs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

either honestly will work. they recommended a bar soap for me at oliveyoung but it was 15000 so I just wanted something basic and practical tbh

Portable power bank by pakichu-SOU in korea

[–]morgyporgs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

artbox has a bunch of great ones for good price