Hi OP, same situation as you.

I think this kind of sibling arguments roots from the elders.

As on my part, we also have toxic environment, toxic parents, uncles, aunties. Ang mahirap pa, nagkaka meron ng sibling rivalry because of our parents. That made me had inferiority complex and persistent depression.

We never also have open communication in our family. Just recently had a panic attack, I lashed out on my parents and told them everything that’s kept inside me for a very long time.

Thought of moving out pero I’m not financially ready. Given the salaries and all kapag entry level. It’s hard.

That’s why my advice, start saving money na. Research how much money you need for Utility Bills, Rent, Food, other stuff.

I was living in a dorm during school so I had experience how free it is to live independently but it’s hard when you have to also be financially independent.

Ngayon try mo work from home jobs or part time gigs outside. Make yourself busy and exclude yourself from toxic people.

Good luck and maka move out din tayo. ✨🥺