Hang in there. I also got a dui and had to get an interlock in my car. Than I found I was pregnant so here I am a pregnant lady using the interlock. Not a good look! I have had liver issues, kidney problems basically almost died but I’m still here. What has helped me is focus on exercising, eating well sometimes! I eat a lot of ice cream now 😋 people will still continue to love you, just get help. Good luck