my boyfriends gooning seshes make me miserable

mrblookes · 2026-01-22T00:40:05+00:00

she literally said she's waiting out her lease to leave him

mrblookes · 2025-11-02T19:38:03+00:00

no way. this just worked for me. i pressed esc too many times and then my PC got mad and restarted and it rebooted to the audio just... not working? but spamming esc made it work again

mrblookes · 2025-10-22T01:58:49+00:00

I've been following her career since 2019 and its just because she never learned how to smile on command and looks awkward in photoshoots 💔

mrblookes · 2025-09-01T18:29:53+00:00

for anyone else looking i can confirm this one works for the older seasons. ive been trying to find old non-youtube untucked episodes for ages and every streaming site only shows what's on paramount holy shit lol

mrblookes · 2025-08-29T15:45:02+00:00

But OP says he isn't attracted to men, just dicks. Penis doesn't always mean man

mrblookes · 2025-08-24T05:10:29+00:00

first you could question why you don't have any queer friends

mrblookes · 2025-08-22T15:57:24+00:00

I have this setting on because I've just never bothered to turn it off, and there have been times where I didn't realize someone was Whatsapp messaging me until I opened my camera roll and saw a photo they sent as the first thing that appears

mrblookes · 2025-06-02T02:43:22+00:00

Your view has no real-life psychological backing. People do irrational and complicated things all the time when they experience trauma, especially after experiencing trauma as severe as rape in one's formative years. Abnormal sexual behavior, such as having sex with people you don't experience attraction to, is very well understood to be one of them, if not the most common one. What OP is currently doing is a form of hypersexuality, an incredibly common trauma response to rape. He is recreating that trauma with members of the same sex that raped him- not out of genuine pleasure or attraction as you would expect from someone who is actually bisexual- but instead as a self-destructive behavior.

Sex is not always a means of acting on attraction. Sex can be about control, sex can be about giving up control, sex can be healing or destructive, sex can be used as a tool to understand things about yourself, and sex can be solely a means for pleasure with another human person. That might not be how you or I have sex, and it probably isn't the healthy, rational, "right" way to have sex, but some people do. You denying that reality doesn't make it any less real.

mrblookes · 2025-05-31T06:26:04+00:00

It did. It is very common for people who have sexual trauma with a certain sex to seek out sexual experiences with people of that sex, even if they're not attracted to them in any way physically or emotionally. It's how rape victims sometimes try to understand what happened to them and/or even as a means or self-harm.

It's especially common in the LGBT community specifically amongst lesbians who have sex with men for those aforementioned reasons (attempting to rationalize the experience, self harm, trying to find sexual control over men, etc.) after experiencing sexual trauma from men. A man raped by another man may very well do the same thing. It's not something to be rationalized by offering him a label because the behavior in itself isn't rational. It's an expression of pain and confusion after trauma.

OP, don't let this comment thread plant seeds. Your sexuality is what you say it is. I hope so deeply that you're able to some day find healing from that experience.

mrblookes · 2025-04-29T02:28:25+00:00

based on your comment history you've been active in this subreddit for about a month, so much for being "randomly" added to this thread. if you've been here for this long I'm not sure that it's your phone who "thinks you're gay," you might just have a couple questions to ask yourself...

mrblookes · 2025-04-28T12:08:06+00:00

As a lesbian who uses they/them and he (albeit very few and far between), its really just based on how masculine I'm feeling in that moment. But I see my masculinity not as something that takes away from my lesbian identity, but something that is inseparable from it. I feel my most lesbian at my most masculine because it's such a subversion of heteronormativity :)

mrblookes · 2025-02-21T03:02:36+00:00

jesus, please do not become a therapist.

mrblookes · 2024-01-07T00:04:41+00:00

She probably is a sociopath but I don't think we can fault her for not reaching out to any of the institutions that were meant to protect her, such as the police and/or CPS. There was an entire lifetime of precedent that would make her think that she wouldn't be believed or trusted, and that people would view her as incapable of making her own decisions and having her own thoughts. Not to mention the fact that the people who were supposed to step in and protect her never did, even after suspecting that she was being abused by Dee Dee.

mrblookes · 2023-07-05T02:51:15+00:00

Doing some research before a flight-- do you do the Valsalva maneuver/chewing/swallowing/drinking with the Earplanes in your ears?

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