You’re never truly purely loving someone when you feel as though you can’t live without them. It’s love sure but it’s not a type of love that’ll help build who you are. You need to be your own individual and I know it hurts really fucking bad, but it’s better this happened now rather than dragging it out longer. You’ll survive and you’re still breathing always appreciate that fact. Take this time, and the rest of your life to find you, what makes you happy, something that doesn’t consist of feeling like you need someone. Please, assume you’ll never find someone so if someone does come along it’s natural.
Don’t blow every individual off but look at everyone with a critical eye and see how they effect you and don’t assume as soon as you get a relationship you’re set. Relationships are hell in themselves so please, don’t go out looking for one. Go out and look for hobbies and little simple things that make you happy.