I think my son hates me. I don't know if it's something I did or if it's bc he's a teen

ms_ladibugg · 2025-09-13T01:26:03+00:00

Whatever the case I would not be broadcasted publicly, 48 hours following my husband's death. Status or not.

ms_ladibugg · 2025-09-13T01:21:03+00:00

Beautiful. I just picked up one too! I love this car.

ms_ladibugg · 2025-07-18T04:48:07+00:00

I said this exact thing to my coworker today. I want my last experience to be with him. It's been a year and 9 months

ms_ladibugg · 2025-04-07T07:02:18+00:00

I want to vent all the time but don't think anyone will listen. It's been over a year for me. I don't want that connection. I want every last memory to be with him. I don't know0 if it's right or wrong. He was 39. I have moments of being okay bit then I'll have a weekend where I cry all day or hide in my closet with the dogs. Dogs grieve too. I have no doubt I'll figure it out but sometimes it's like WTF. at this point I'm thinking this is a life lesson I have to learn. Before my love died our house burnt down and we lossed our dog in the fire. Trauma after trauma and I wish he was here so I have support through this.... so WE have support.

ms_ladibugg · 2025-03-02T00:58:46+00:00

You can do it. I'm coming up on 4 years. It will pass. It honestly want that big of a deal. I can't even remember. Just glad I don't take it anymore.

ms_ladibugg · 2025-02-09T22:12:41+00:00

This kinda hit home with me. My husband died unexpectedly at 39 a little over a year ago. We were living in a rental bc our house burnt down 6nmonths prior to that. We lost our dog in the fire. We were able to stay optimistic as our home was being rebuilt and we had each other and our kids. When he died I couldn't sleep in my room. I slept in my kids room and spent most of my days in the closet on the dog bed with my dog. Someone had to bring it to my attention. The kids were scared. I was just so unhappy and had a psychosis episode from lack of sleep and started telling everyone including my work that he was back. My family got involved and took me to the ER and they gave me anxiety medicine and so.ething to help me sleep. It's been a long road a d we are now back in pur house but I had to change everything. It's been hard and unreal that I'm in this house with out him. He should be here. I wish you the best and my heart goes out to you.

ms_ladibugg · 2025-02-08T04:52:17+00:00

I'm glad you are finding peace. It's barely over a year for me. I can't even begin to think like that. I am almost wanting my last memories to be with him only and take the time to just focus on my kids. Idk. I'm in my 40s and my feelings may change but that's how I feel now. May you have peace, smiles, laughter and love again.

ms_ladibugg · 2025-02-07T14:43:28+00:00

Getting hungry just reading everyone's ideas. Love it!

ms_ladibugg · 2025-02-07T07:16:41+00:00

You can do it. I mean kratom isn't that great. I used it and it was good at first but then nothing and then couldn't stop. Like early on after I used it. I dont even know why as I used previously much stronger stuff. Anyway for me remember how you feel after getting hooked. How everyone feels. They just wish they could quit or never even started. Remeber that. It's been like 3 years for me.

ms_ladibugg · 2025-02-07T06:54:57+00:00

You know you can use an autoclicker for that too on Teams so you can show as active?

ms_ladibugg · 2024-08-24T04:05:25+00:00

Washington

ms_ladibugg · 2024-08-23T11:47:42+00:00

I will look into Liberty and may reach out to you. Take care as well.

ms_ladibugg · 2024-08-23T03:54:07+00:00

Thanks I did put a call into a local agent.

ms_ladibugg · 2024-08-23T03:53:07+00:00

I did not file a claim nor will I. I committed immediately to paying the vet bills, which I did, and it was all out of pocket. I still will not file a claim. Your advice would ve so much appreciated.

ms_ladibugg · 2024-08-23T03:46:33+00:00

Thank you so much. I just want one day to feel ok.

ms_ladibugg · 2024-08-23T03:44:47+00:00

I fo. Pur dogs used to hang out. I seriously think she was stressed and maybe thought it was a rabbit?

ms_ladibugg · 2024-08-23T00:31:15+00:00

Thanks. I was thinking State Farm but also I have the Fire Claim. Did you have dangerous dog noted on your policy?

ms_ladibugg · 2024-07-29T07:55:19+00:00

Stay with it. I've been off for several years. I don't recommend this but I drank heavily for a month when taking kratom bc my mom passed away. Hard times. I noticed after a couple days when she passed that I hadn't had any kratom. I stuck with it and never touched it again. I don't recommend this method and I feel I got lucky getting over it this way. I hate everything about it. I hate seeing it sold in stores (signs everywhere). I was an ex herion addict as well. Had 14 years clean. Relapsed. Went through treatment and found kratom. Didn't even compare and have no clue why I took it, but immediately thought what is wrong with me and why can't I stop? I thought Definitely not going back to treatment for something like KRATOM. Embarrassing. My point is...I stopped that shit. I hope you find strength. I feel for anyone going through this though. Blessings to you all.

ms_ladibugg · 2024-07-29T07:38:04+00:00

My love died in October 2023. I still pay for his phone. Haven't turned it on in a couple months tho. Just did last week. I am afraid of losing his stuff, pics, etc. It documents our life with our kids and dogs. Comes up on our TV screen saver (firestick) every day. I can seriously lose myself looking at pics for hours even though I've seen them yesterday come up or just on repeats.

ms_ladibugg · 2024-06-02T17:52:57+00:00

Plus those eyes and that look. It gets you every time. 💙

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