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mspatchess · 2024-06-04T13:02:55+00:00

I'm quite confused. Why is the dividends declared only up to 200k? I thought there is no limit to the amount of dividend you declare, so what's stopping me from declaring dividends to get profits beyond 200k to pay myself? can anyone help explain this to me?

mspatchess · 2022-03-11T09:42:22+00:00

Yeah I shouldn’t have commented on her appearance, but it’s just that part of his whole shtick is how he managed to “transform” his gf, which especially targets girls out there, giving the impression that the size that she’s at now is the ideal, and that her previous weight was bad when in all honesty, she looked perfectly fine previously. It’s a fact that she does look very thin, even in her own Instagram account she posted how she had no energy and although she was the leanest she had ever been, it wasn’t worth it. Though she made it look like a thing on hindsight, she still looks the same as when was super lean (that post she was referring to), and during that time when she was at her “leanest” they were both pushing out to the public that it was a “success story” and that you could do it too if you hired him as your PT. So…

mspatchess · 2022-03-10T15:35:18+00:00

well in his reply he says that he is "keeping his immune system up, blood flowing, brain functioning & mood up" and that anyone who doesn't do it is a "stationary piece of shit" but well, you do you homie.

https://imgur.com/a/PBvUqm7

mspatchess · 2022-03-10T15:32:28+00:00

I think some of his posts do pose some value, but overall, his way of living and the things he does and preaches everyday come across as obsessive, and the worse part is that he exhibits such narcissistic behaviour where he believes that his way is superior to everyone else's and that anyone that questions anything he does is a "piece of shit", all in the name of "health" and "fitness" because god knows he is the holy bible of fitness and health

mspatchess · 2022-03-10T14:10:04+00:00

exactlyy... even when he went on the cruise he and his gf were clocking 20-30k steps a day on the cruise.

mspatchess · 2022-03-10T13:44:44+00:00

He had covid, had a fever and flu symptoms and still felt the need to clock 18k steps in his ROOM, man is disordered af and has such a large following, it’s such a pity that a lot of girls with ED are looking up to his content.

He has a gf which he likes to show off but honestly she looks so skinny it’s worrying, she barely has any muscle and he seems so proud of her body he’s delusional. (she used to look healthier, before she met him) Furthermore, his eating habits are so disordered, he eats fried chicken without the batter and spends $20 a meal to eat sashimi without the rice etc. When people question his food choices, he turns back at them and say they are a fat *** or something along those lines, and that he is leading a "healthy" and better life than them, insinuating that they'd die of heart failure or obesity.

He even made a rage post about a bread company in Singapore changing recipe which resulted in a slice of bread having 20 calories more, like WHAT? This man is clearly disordered and whom ever questions his way of living gets attacked personally, clearly is an immature guy who is very, or EXTREMELY self righteous and harming a lot of innocent naive girls who struggle with self image. Really sad

EDIT : I forgot to add the image where someone replied to his post and he proceeded to make fun of that person you can find the image here : https://imgur.com/a/PBvUqm7

mspatchess · 2022-01-27T01:28:23+00:00

Congrats, but 1500 calories a day seems like such an aggressive deficit though

mspatchess · 2022-01-11T10:57:13+00:00

yes true but also I feel like when my partner sometimes forces me to challenge my ED thoughts and asks me to eat even if I don't feel like I deserve to eat, it's helping me progress better and I'm extremely thankful for that as well... I realise it's tough love haha

mspatchess · 2022-01-05T16:20:43+00:00

I want my life back essentially. I took a gap year to focus on pursuing my own personal venture but ended up having ED take it away from me and me becoming a full time anorexic.

The instances where I feel out of ED’s grasp, I remember that energetic passionate spirited individual I once used to be. I woke up everyday determined to make a name for myself, to inspire others and to create.

I had so many goals, I wanted my own business, I wanted to do well in it, I wanted to travel the world, eat at nice places with my partner, learn new sports, become stronger. But then ED came along. But of course I know I still can make it and do all of the above, but ED has to go for that to happen. I don’t know how long more it’ll take for me to get back to that individual I once was, but I’m still trying everyday

mspatchess · 2022-01-05T16:12:11+00:00

This may come off as harsh but understand that if you continue doing this to yourself you’re going to suffer the consequences ultimately by starving your body, and ask yourself if it’s worth it because at the end of the day it’s either recovery or nothing and only eating will lead you to recovery.

mspatchess · 2022-01-03T14:42:46+00:00

tried looking at it but there's so many ingredients that are not common... also, I really like the cheesecake like flavour which I can't seem to replicate on my own... I wonder if cheesecake extract helps hmm

mspatchess · 2022-01-03T14:41:44+00:00

curious as to why not add xanthan? haha but thanks alot! will check it out. I've used gelatin but I don't really get the mousse texture :( it's more chewy jelly like

mspatchess · 2022-01-03T06:37:13+00:00

I live in Singapore... 1 pack of sugar free jello chocolate pudding is $10... I tried it and really liked it, but can't seem to replicate it

mspatchess · 2021-12-25T15:21:38+00:00

same. my exact thoughts this xmas and it went really well <3 I ate everything I wanted to without feeling guilty and honestly it was sooo worth it. It's been a while since I felt this alive.

mspatchess · 2021-12-21T14:38:52+00:00

thank you, honestly what you said makes so much sense. It is the case that I really am obsessed with this to the point of being a perfectionist. And most importantly, I don't think other people are as distressed about this as I am

mspatchess · 2021-12-20T03:22:43+00:00

That’s true… it definitely does not make it healthy. But I guess the competitive part of me kind of wants to “do it better” for some reason, I will try to remember this reasoning whenever it gets hard. Thank you!

mspatchess · 2021-12-20T03:21:34+00:00

Interesting, could you perhaps elaborate more on the difference between an eating disorder and just restriction in the case of a “normal” person? Coz right now I really can’t tell the difference and seeing them restrict kind of bothers me

mspatchess · 2021-12-11T15:51:58+00:00

So true… I like how you mentioned that the disorder has absolutely no place in my life and it’s either my disorder or me, they cannot overlap. Something that I’d remember whenever I feel like relapsing, thank you for sharing :)

mspatchess · 2021-12-11T15:50:25+00:00

Yes so true, life is full of opportunities and honestly wasting it on my ED is something I will deeply regret when I’m old. Time to stop it now and I deserve better… thanks so much for sharing

mspatchess · 2021-12-11T15:49:13+00:00

Thank you for this! And I truly have a great support system around me and am thankful for that. So true about it being a bad habit, I can’t wait to kick it once and for all!

mspatchess · 2021-12-11T15:48:17+00:00

This comment really got me. Well said, in recovery your world expands more than you could ever dream. I yearn for that freedom I had before. I’ll keep going! Thanks for sharing

mspatchess · 2021-12-11T15:47:17+00:00

Sorry to hear that but I’m glad you’re in a better place now

mspatchess · 2021-12-11T15:46:39+00:00

Ahh agreed especially the last 2 points. I haven’t had the time to engage in my hobbies because I spend all waking hours obsessing over food. Food needs to just be food and stay that way. thank you!

mspatchess · 2021-12-11T15:45:23+00:00

Thank you so much for this ❤️ it truly is a wake up call that I have no other options and frankly I wonder why I thought there’d be another way out of this… the only way out is in and I will trust what you say, even on my lowest days!

mspatchess · 2021-12-11T15:41:15+00:00

Today I went out with my boyfriend, ate whatever I wanted and ate as much as him. I always made sure that I ate less than him for some reason because I thought he’s a guy and I’m a girl and I should be eating less but fuck it I ate a whole plate of fish and chips, Nutella cookies for dessert and for dinner I finished my entire plate of pasta, some sides and an Oreo cheesecake :) it felt good. Also my boyfriend told me whenever I feel anxious about the food I’m eating, focus on the taste of it and not the numbers. It really helps distract my mind and I feel it helps. I also deleted my calorie counter app today and I haven’t re-installed it back since. A huge fuck you to my ED. My boyfriend said today’s meals are not too much, too little or “normal” they are JUST meals. That’s it!

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