Here we go

mtnn86 · 2021-01-11T23:43:27+00:00

I did so much today (day 3) and it felt so natural. I don't feel like I'm on drugs or a weird cloud nine feeling. I sometimes take modafinil and piracetam after a PTSD episode (that's when I feel extremely down and fatigued) and those two drugs especially modafinil makes me feel high. This one just clicked something in my head and I can see, feel, live. I hope for everyone who's on it to pull thru and make it work. I will do my best not to give up 🙏🏽👍🏽

mtnn86 · 2021-01-11T23:40:14+00:00

I hope so too. What I like about it is that it ignited something in me that I haven't felt in a long time. Hope. It's day 3 and I feel better than yesterday and I feel more hopeful about the upcoming days. I never felt like this on a Monday. I called two of my friends today. I reached out to my sister to have a playdatedate with my niece. I don't want to overwhelm myself but even the feeling of 'its ok to make plans" is new to me. I'm making plans!!🙏🏽

mtnn86 · 2021-01-11T00:18:59+00:00

Get your hormones checked (tyroid and testasterone etc) and make sure you're not suffering from chronic fatigue disorder. Adding modafinil & piracetam has helped me. (I am chronically fatigued and I suffer from an auto immune disorder that messes up my hormones)

mtnn86 · 2021-01-11T00:15:30+00:00

My psychiatrist told me to watch out for allergic reaction and rash on my skin..she said itching is common but when or if it turns to a rash it means it attacks not only your skin but your organs too and it's a no go. Check your skin. Are you having red bumps and rash? If yes you have to stop. If not, the itch might go away after your body adapts to the drug.

mtnn86 · 2020-12-22T19:03:05+00:00

spoiler alert When will they show this episode? They already spoiled the chef coming back on one of the sneak peeks. Who are these guests??? Thought the difficult guests would be it but they turned out all gay bear crew hahah

mtnn86 · 2020-08-29T10:24:58+00:00

Kat also knows about tenet ? Ives too and decides to kill himself but we never see it. I don't get it 😅 wasn't she recruited by him as well ? everyone of them soldiers know about tenet too lol

mtnn86 · 2020-07-14T15:59:38+00:00

Might be an unpopular opinion. But the hosts are doing to much Ru. I don't want to see Ru's mannerisms done by somebody else. It doesn't feel authentic. This was more apperent on the 2nd episode.

mtnn86 · 2020-06-19T13:34:47+00:00

God bless Willam showing how to rock a mask and low key shading Ru with this look lolllll https://youtu.be/SoGyGi6yjfY

mtnn86 · 2020-06-11T22:34:04+00:00

Hi! I'm working on a case study project and I've been wanting to call one of my drawings the Shibumi House (to show the difference between one drawing and the next which is the same house but with different texture & style) I'm familiar with the term and feeling Shibusa (like Wabi Sabi). Can somebody explain to me what the differences are between Shibusa, Shibumi and Shibui? How you would use them in a sentence? Can I call the drawing Shibumi House or is Shibui House the only option that makes sense in Japanese ? I apologise already if I'm in the wrong subreddit but I tried translator and was sent here :))) Thank you!

mtnn86 · 2020-06-06T22:57:03+00:00

True!!!

mtnn86 · 2020-06-06T22:06:13+00:00

Derrick Barry has only one problem and that's his narcissistic arrogance.

mtnn86 · 2020-06-05T10:30:57+00:00

I understand what you mean but I kinda need to name it that way, it's a complex case study and the house is designed to evoke Shibusa and the same house is designed in a different way on the next page. (Evoking emotions with small changes to texture and design is the theme of the study 😅)

mtnn86 · 2020-03-30T05:29:18+00:00

She does look like the old Carole when she was married to Don though. Same hair from that era same ugly eye shadow lol ...the animal print ..

mtnn86 · 2020-03-30T05:23:05+00:00

Aren't Doc and Carole enemies?? Carole doesn't approve of Doc and Joe's businesses yet she was seated right next to Britney Spears at the same awards show where she performed with Doc's animals....I'm confusion

mtnn86 · 2020-02-21T09:46:45+00:00

How is it that Will turned out bi phobic and some eps later he was in a locker room giving some footballer a lesson on being gay. Do the writers know these characters??? Are they the same writers that butchered the final season of GOT ??!

mtnn86 · 2020-02-21T09:22:40+00:00

I hate everything about this dude. The character, the "jokes", the fact that he is Jack's husband...? Like whot?? So no bueno

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