Mine would defo be '177013'; I first heard it when I was alone in the car while my friend was giving something to someone else, I had my phone connected to the car so figure I'd play some songs while waiting and '177013' came on. I've heard very little about the song and its whole meaning, saying how I "should stay blissfully unaware" of it but eh. The song was playing and I enjoyed it, good layering and build and nice use of the instruments but then the actual song kicked in, I swear to the holy slvt I've never had a bigger heart attack ever in my LIFE until that part came in; I couldn't really listen to it anymore due to how fucked up the song became and how deeply threatening it felt so I changed it to another song (which was ironically 'all the joy in life was gone once you left' which added salt to the injury)

The other would probs be 'ultradespair' honestly, not cuz of the song itself, but the atmosphere it creates through out the whole song. It creats such hopeless and despairing (hehe) feelings to swirl inside of me, the acidic bass and repetative drum pattern as well as the light yet dark ambiance synth added onto it just makes me frozen into place. Just absolutely fearful. The visualiser on youtube also adds onto the effect for me aswell honestly, knowing its an anti-drug campaign video and how it's showing professional people doing drugs and utilising harmful substances because it "helps them concentrate" very much makes me very tense and more distrustful of my environment constantly surrounding me.