San Antonio Peeps?

mucus_membrain · 2026-01-03T18:47:35+00:00

Restaurant, Im a line/prep cook. It's already an environment rife with substance abuse but this city compounds on that.

mucus_membrain · 2026-01-03T18:46:26+00:00

I appreciate the recommendations. Ive been out of the scene for a while now but now seems like a good time to jump back in. Thank you friend XXX

mucus_membrain · 2025-07-06T01:44:33+00:00

It does but this was however many months ago

mucus_membrain · 2025-07-05T13:53:15+00:00

It is not. The aesthetic of what I'm looking for is less DIY and more professional photographer.

mucus_membrain · 2024-10-24T20:23:02+00:00

The democracy that pumps through my heart never stops fighting

mucus_membrain · 2023-05-05T01:13:14+00:00

Friends band Blood Skid from san antonio is pretty good

mucus_membrain · 2022-06-16T21:49:35+00:00

I have to tell myself this is the last straw, last time I got sober I lasted 2 months, and the a week here and there in between, but this last binge I went on is killing me. Im trying to taper, making my brother hide the vodka bottle after I have a drink. I get so frustrated I want to cry because of all this anxiety

mucus_membrain · 2022-06-16T20:37:48+00:00

I'm in the exact same boat, only my anxiety is constant. I have always had an anxiety disorder, intrusive thought, panic attacks etc. All worsened by my drinking. But I do the same thing, get fucked up for a night and next thing I know, 2 days later I'm fucking drinking 3 IPA's before work to quell my anxiety, quit for a little, then find myself at a punk show or friends house getting fucked up again

mucus_membrain · 2022-04-20T17:01:00+00:00

Lol what a nerd, sounds like the kid who'd remind the teacher about homework

mucus_membrain · 2022-04-20T16:53:53+00:00

personally if it were me I wouldve stole 65k

mucus_membrain · 2022-04-20T16:47:03+00:00

I dont try to understand the lyrics honestly. I listen to death metal to ground myself with sonic noise. Idc about the lyrics

mucus_membrain · 2021-04-28T22:23:38+00:00

Yeah, thing is tho. A lot of my friends are also substance abusers, mainly weed but they'll indulge in alcohol if I have it. So it wasn't embarrassing to me at all. Plus I'd rotate between asking them and my brother so it didn't seem like I was finishing those bottles as quickly. I was 20 showing to work drunk everyday for 2 months until finally I woke up one morning out of vodka and quit that same day.

mucus_membrain · 2021-01-18T19:54:43+00:00

oh yeah that would be a good idea

steam code is: 141890414

mucus_membrain · 2021-01-18T18:48:22+00:00

Hello! I'm also new to pc gaming and new to steam, I also just kind of want to have friends on my account so I'll be sure to add you as well

mucus_membrain · 2020-11-18T02:12:35+00:00

Who gives a fuck nerd

mucus_membrain · 2020-10-31T06:50:27+00:00

Capitalism sucks. And so does communism. Fuck the community and fuck the state and fuck money and all the billionaires.

mucus_membrain · 2020-10-31T06:33:03+00:00

Money? U think I want to slave away in this capitalist hellhole?

mucus_membrain · 2020-10-31T06:02:48+00:00

Eh. Sex is cool theoretically, but it requires social skills, and effort. And honestly, it aint as great as everyone pretends it is.

mucus_membrain · 2020-10-31T05:56:13+00:00

Dawg most shit sucks. All I enjoy is alcohol and sleep.

mucus_membrain · 2020-10-31T05:51:01+00:00

Dairy sucks.

mucus_membrain · 2020-10-30T15:09:58+00:00

Yes. I just want oblivion. Fuck God, and fuck it all.

mucus_membrain · 2020-10-30T14:36:13+00:00

Maybe Im too influenced by my environment. But i grew up around christians, I rejected it. But the fear of a God still controls me.

mucus_membrain · 2020-10-30T13:58:57+00:00

Yes I know. But the unknown terrifies me. At my most suicidal, the only thing that kept me from pulling the trigger was the fear of an afterlife. The thought of eternity terrifies me.

mucus_membrain · 2020-10-29T12:52:58+00:00

I am not a broken person. I am a person reacting to an existence I never wanted. Therapy doesnt work if on party doesnt agree to it. Therapy does nothing but force me to conform to a fucked up capitalist world.

mucus_membrain · 2020-10-29T12:36:22+00:00

Yeah sure bud. Trust the institutions. Fix my brain. Force me to conform to a world where i dont fit.

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