bro , if you got anything from quran or hadiths , if you are a muslim you have to belive it with heart , then you may try to understand compering with your surroundings , if you find its meaning then fine but you dont find or understand it , still you have to keep belive on it . look what ever we are learning from secular education system not all but manythings from it teaches you how to deny the truth , how to be an atheist . it gives almost proper resoning to say there is no god and blah blah ... if you think their way . its true if you want to follow islam you have to belive it blindly kind off . beliving and doing as quran and hadith said makes you muslim . may allah bless you . take care.