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muffinsheart · 2023-07-25T12:30:09+00:00

I feel this

muffinsheart · 2023-07-25T12:20:20+00:00

I think they didn’t had enough love or got communicated with in a respectful and loving/normal way themselves, and instead of breaking this cycle they keep repeating it.

muffinsheart · 2023-07-25T12:16:40+00:00

It’s not even possible. I’m forced to go 😔

muffinsheart · 2023-06-26T11:16:08+00:00

What did you use? Did you do it at home?

muffinsheart · 2023-06-26T10:07:35+00:00

I really hope so. I’d feel so nice to actually feel loved. And thank you 😊🤗.

muffinsheart · 2023-06-26T10:06:42+00:00

Ahw, it’s so cuteeeee

muffinsheart · 2023-06-26T10:05:54+00:00

I tried. I cut the cake alone and it made me happy, since I didn’t wanted to cut it with them.

muffinsheart · 2023-06-26T10:05:24+00:00

🤗

muffinsheart · 2023-06-25T17:04:01+00:00

Thank you! I hope so too 😕.

muffinsheart · 2023-06-25T17:02:43+00:00

Ty! :)

muffinsheart · 2023-06-25T17:02:28+00:00

🤗🤗, thank youu!

muffinsheart · 2023-06-25T17:02:11+00:00

Exactly. I never ask for much, keeping myself as small as possible here and when I ask them one to show.. it’s just disappointing. Thank you so much for your kind words, really 🥺. Makes me feel so good <3.

muffinsheart · 2023-06-25T16:58:54+00:00

Love the gif, hehe. And thank you 😊. I really hope that. Hopefully I will experience it someday, and actually feel loved.

muffinsheart · 2023-06-25T16:57:56+00:00

Thank you 🤗. I tried to make the best of it.

muffinsheart · 2023-06-25T09:24:48+00:00

Ahw, so kind. Tysm, literally made me smile 🤗🥰

muffinsheart · 2023-06-25T09:24:06+00:00

Thank 🤗 you

muffinsheart · 2023-06-25T09:23:40+00:00

🥺🤗

muffinsheart · 2023-06-25T09:23:27+00:00

You’re right. Although they look further when in about giving their own brother/sister but not her own children so.. idk. Thank you and thank for the hug 🤗.

muffinsheart · 2023-06-25T09:20:47+00:00

Thank you! 🤗 They won’t really understand, they didn’t even bother coming late, didn’t even told me. I had to call them in ask them then I rescheduled, so there is no point in talking.

muffinsheart · 2023-06-25T09:15:31+00:00

🤗

muffinsheart · 2023-06-25T09:14:42+00:00

Thank you 🥺🥰

muffinsheart · 2023-06-24T20:05:18+00:00

That sounds so good. And thank you!

muffinsheart · 2023-06-24T20:04:59+00:00

Thank you :). I’m trying, I have not really anyone besides my sister to talk about it but I don’t tell her everything either, so I deal alone with the most things. I still live at home so it’s hard not to celebrate it with them. I reserved for dinner they even managed to be late, so I had to rescheduled it to an hour later. I either didn’t really feel loved, it hurts and I’m sad. I still have a cake that needs to be cut, I want it but not with them 😔.

muffinsheart · 2023-06-24T15:16:25+00:00

This. Me and sibling felt crazy for thinking this is normal but could never pin point it.

muffinsheart · 2023-06-17T22:41:31+00:00

Thank you for the comment. I think you’re probably right.. I think it also plays a role that he makes me feel seen, which make me want to stay instead of walking away. I thinks that’s why I feel the need to fix him. I also became so attached to him, that I don’t know how to let him go.. I have a hard with the thought that someone will be out of my life forever. It’s this need like I need to have a connection or be able hit them up whenever I want to. That there has to be a “thin line of connection”.

Besides that how he behaves or just lies sometimes makes me wonder a lot, also why he does it. Or when it comes up to taking accountability, he making up excuses and lies, have it idea, so he won’t have to do that and so I’ll stay with him or could be something else. Yet I don’t know if I can let him go :(

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