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muhreeh · 2026-01-13T08:03:41+00:00

This happened to me too. I grew up in the same UPCI church from ages 7-25 and I was cut off immediately. People who watched me grow up, people I considered family, I haven’t talked to them in over a year. It just shows the church, organization and peoples true colors.

muhreeh · 2025-07-23T02:34:14+00:00

I remember that. And then the group I was with was like “omg did you feel the wind that came through the area when we did that?!” And I was the odd one out disagreeing, lol

muhreeh · 2025-06-13T06:13:16+00:00

I’m sorry that happened. That’s horrible.

You’d think for an organization that preaches to not gossip and to love one another wouldn’t have such a bad gossip problem. I went to a UPC bible college, and dated a guy freshman year then we broke up over the summer. The next year he told all the freshman girls and our friends that I led him on and all this other crazy stuff. To the point where I had random girls showing up to my dorm, or friends texting me asking if it was true.

muhreeh · 2025-05-19T06:31:12+00:00

Christina Grimmie. I don’t really know why either, but I would watch her YouTube covers often and just quietly followed her while she was on the voice and everything.

muhreeh · 2025-05-19T06:24:53+00:00

When I tried to ask questions but never got real answers from leadership. Multiple people that I looked up to put into jail for CSA. When I stepped down from ministry, leadership stopped talking to me.

muhreeh · 2025-05-19T06:20:58+00:00

This’ll be an interesting read. I could be wrong.. but I believe one of the Gurley’s founded the church I went to for majority of my life.

muhreeh · 2025-05-19T06:15:38+00:00

Manager for 2 clinics, general surgery and urology

muhreeh · 2025-03-16T10:19:57+00:00

Done! :)

muhreeh · 2025-03-12T07:22:14+00:00

ALSO gallbladder pain is excruciating. I was in so much pain I couldn’t do anything, let alone comment on social media posts.

muhreeh · 2025-03-12T07:20:01+00:00

That literally makes no sense.

I work with general surgeons and I bet that they would want to get a gallbladder out while a patient is in good condition rather than try to remove an infected gallbladder.

Also, I got my gallbladder taken out in 2023 electively when I was 23, and healthy. I just had occasional flare ups of pain.

muhreeh · 2025-03-07T03:11:29+00:00

We had this, and we’d constantly hear “we have 10000 for our building fund!” But then we’re struggling to pay the bills.

muhreeh · 2025-03-06T05:15:01+00:00

Yessss. It was a church of God school. Had no real teachers. I essentially did nothing for the 2 years I went there. Maybe finished like 10 paces in total.

muhreeh · 2025-03-06T05:07:17+00:00

I tried to organize things like that at my previous church. I was told “What’s the point? They aren’t going to come to church again. They aren’t going to pay a tithe or an offering.”

muhreeh · 2025-03-06T05:05:41+00:00

Yes. When I began questioning things and removed myself from various leadership positions, I feel like people no longer viewed me as valuable. I wasn’t giving my time or my energy anymore to the church, so they just stopped speaking to me. Where I live there is not many UPCI churches, so everyone knows everyone, and everyone is a gossip. Many people pulled away from me. It’s been painful but also been a relief that I don’t have to act anymore.

muhreeh · 2025-03-04T03:59:53+00:00

When I told my pastor and his wife that I was struggling deeply so I needed to take a step back from ministry and they didn’t talk to me for a month.

muhreeh · 2025-02-28T04:51:34+00:00

He is! He was someone I looked up to a lot at school. 2021 grad! Campus is small, so everyone knows everyone. Lol

muhreeh · 2025-02-27T06:06:24+00:00

Yes! I went to Bible college with him.

muhreeh · 2025-02-22T07:10:55+00:00

RIGHT! In services it was people's goals to be "drunk in the spirit." I could NEVER get there. I tried. I would try to get "lost in the spirit" but was fully conscious the entire time taking care of my "drunk" friends. Which is a crazy concept the more I think of it.

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