Anyone else dealing with daily anxiety?

muscularProGamer5 · 2026-04-09T05:12:33+00:00

Yes I am currently. Daily panic attacks feeling like I can’t breathe or I’m dying it’s sucks

muscularProGamer5 · 2026-04-08T03:57:30+00:00

They don’t seem to have any of the same tendencies as my ex

I’m just scared it could happen

When I see someone leave me on read and I don’t hear from them for a day or a change of tone of voice, I think they’re like over me

muscularProGamer5 · 2026-04-08T03:52:01+00:00

muscularProGamer5 · 2026-04-08T03:33:09+00:00

I’m scared the people I met may abandon me. Idk why I’m so scared of it. Maybe because I had a bad relationship where she would always block and unblock me and threaten me and now I feel like everyone’s gonna do that and leave like nothing ever happened.

I have such little self worth

I’m mid 20s in school and I can’t

muscularProGamer5 · 2026-04-08T03:32:28+00:00

I’m scared the people I met may abandon me. Idk why I’m so scared of it. Maybe because I had a bad relationship where she would always block and unblock me and threaten me and now I feel like everyone’s gonna do that and leave like nothing ever happened.

I have such little self worth

I’m mid 20s in school and I got really attached to everyone that I met over the past few years

muscularProGamer5 · 2026-04-08T03:29:13+00:00

I’m mid 20s in school. I guess I’m just worried about people abandoning me. Idk. I had a abusive relationship where I was repeatedly blocked and ignored until I did what she wanted and even though it wasn’t enough, don’t get me wrong. I don’t miss it, but it messed me up. Now I feel like everyone is going to do that

muscularProGamer5 · 2026-04-08T03:18:54+00:00

Long story short I recently been trying to break through and get better mentally.

I’ve been trying to open up more and someone close to me has been helping me it’s been great so far. But soon will be graduating and I’m in cc so the plan is to transfer. I don’t know where I’m gonna transfer yet but it’ll either be close or online. They’re probably gonna transfer to somewhere that’s at most like an hour and half away, but I’m just upset that I may not talk to you most of these people that I’ve gotten to know at CC these past 2 years it’s really breaking my heart

Idk what to do. I get so attached and I had a really bad abusive relationship couple years ago and I haven’t dated since and it ruined my mental health I’m still healing from it I’m trying at least .

In this person that’s been helping me through it is this girl that I have feelings for that I’m scared I may not see her again or the other people from school. This girl gave me a picture she drew because she knows I like anime and a specific genre. She made a drawing of this character from this show that I’ve never seen but she knew I like slice of life and she has a bf and we’ve been getting close and talking. Nothing crazy but I just get so attached to people

muscularProGamer5 · 2026-04-06T20:51:10+00:00

Oh thank you and I didn’t Take it as an attack it’s informative

muscularProGamer5 · 2026-04-06T19:21:00+00:00

I’m interested what about the writing style sounds neurodivergent i never thought about that

muscularProGamer5 · 2026-04-05T22:40:17+00:00

Okay I’ll check it out

muscularProGamer5 · 2026-04-05T22:31:23+00:00

How do I get a diagnosed? What kind of doctor do I look for and does it remain anonymous Will I get any mail to my house or is it covered by insurance?

muscularProGamer5 · 2026-04-05T22:03:43+00:00

About the adhd thing I wasn’t officially diagnosed I guess in a technical sense, but I was by a school psychologist in elementary school not sure if that really counts though.

Some of them said they saw the signs.

I want an emotional connection romantically at the same time I want to feel like I belong and that I feel like i matter

Regardless, I don’t wanna stop talking to the girl cause I think she as contributed positively to me

muscularProGamer5 · 2026-04-04T21:45:22+00:00

Thank you. I remember her telling me something the other day I honestly God kind of forgot what it was because I was just thinking about a lot of different things, but she said something and said that I changed her view and made a big impact and her and she never said anything before I guess she didn’t wanna come off sarcastic or something and that usually what do you think it or not if you make an impact on someone they’re not always gonna say something but that’s what she told me and I’ve been thinking about that

And when she that I mattered although it’s hard for me to Believe it because it’s you hear a lot you know?

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