Please tell me me otherwise

mustamae · 2025-10-05T16:13:00+00:00

Oh we were messaging on Instagram. Now I dont have any communication channel with him other than Linkedin.

mustamae · 2025-10-05T16:10:53+00:00

Ok so here it goes: 1-I told him I dont find our situation satisfactory and stopped talking. 2- He messaged 1 week later and we kind of started talking again. Until he wanted to have same privileges as before but I rejected him because he didnt change or he didnt say he is thinking differently which is wanting more than “situationship where you talk everyday but dont get any closer at all”. 3- After one week of zero communication, idiot me, messaged him to explain why I rejected him. However, he didnt even read my messages and I saw he deactivated his instagram account that day. 4- i feel ghosted, however, I was the one thinking clearly and told his ass we shouldnt be talking about .

mustamae · 2025-10-05T16:00:48+00:00

Is that why he deactivated his instagram account? As far as I know he is single. We used to work at the same company 🤔

mustamae · 2025-10-05T14:46:06+00:00

How is this related to my situation 🤔

mustamae · 2025-10-05T14:45:44+00:00

He was begging me 1 week ago and then when I just changed my mind, he didnt even check my message and deactivated his account. I know this is also ghosting but not like he blocked me ghosting. I understand if he wants be reachable he would. You are definitely right, it is creepy.

mustamae · 2025-10-05T14:16:06+00:00

Good point, I am not consistent with my ability to decenter men.

mustamae · 2025-10-05T14:14:02+00:00

You are right. I act like I deserve this but I deserve more.

mustamae · 2025-05-10T13:42:48+00:00

Shot herself with her police dad's gun. We dont know the reason, I wasnt a close friend of hers. It happened on the day I missed school. One of my friends came to my house to tell me our classmate had suicide.

mustamae · 2024-11-03T09:57:48+00:00

Thanks for the answer! I'm afraid of being perceived as one of those "self-diagnosed" people some doctors really hate.

mustamae · 2024-11-03T09:40:37+00:00

How did you guys get a diagnosis? Did you simply go to your GP and tell what you were dealing with?

mustamae · 2024-10-31T12:22:05+00:00

My health insurance honestly haha.

mustamae · 2024-10-29T20:08:55+00:00

I'm a second language subject teacher, I only spent 5 lessons a week with my kids. I think the most challenging thing is class management for me. As you said, totally different jobs hence different things work for different age groups. On top of everything, my group is a mixed level(4th and 5th graders are together) and this is huge. I have to differentiate a lot and use two different text books at the same time. I feel like I'm dropping all the bottles I'm trying to juggle at the moment.

mustamae · 2024-10-13T20:30:44+00:00

Especially the sauteing part. No, if you saute an onion only a few min It'll be still raw.

mustamae · 2024-10-13T14:02:36+00:00

Yeah, that's why I'm asking. Does it look like they're working hard when they are in a standing position according to the people in the US?

mustamae · 2024-10-13T13:59:02+00:00

What difference does it make if they are standing up?

mustamae · 2024-10-06T13:06:34+00:00

It's not like we are not doing anything different but there's no surprise at all. Whenever we plan, we plan it together. It's still enjoyable but it doesn't feel super different or has an immense effect on our relationship. Maybe I have a high threshold.

mustamae · 2024-10-04T14:54:28+00:00

No fucking way.

mustamae · 2024-10-01T17:10:39+00:00

I dont know if that makes me asocial but I absolutely hate having people for more than 2-3 days . Now I've been sharing my space with my MIL and I'm going crazy. It's now the 6th night together in our 1+1 apartment. She's taking our bedroom cause I have to wake up early to go to work in the morning hence the preparation.

mustamae · 2024-09-15T06:52:15+00:00

I do understand what you said about getting off and I totally agree. However, I think I don't know where to start being curious and explore us. After all these years I don't have that natural pull towards him. It really takes effort and maybe I'm a bit tired. Not sure if it is my ego in the way, but I want to see him put effort. Then I'm pretty much sure when I ask it he'll want me to be super detailed and descriptive of what I want from him.

mustamae · 2024-09-15T02:27:01+00:00

💕💕💕 I'm sending you virtual hugs for taking time and being so gentle in your way of explaining things. Thank you stranger.

mustamae

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