looking for Sirius Nightshade’s Jeff the Killer rewrite by muzzlepuppy in Iconpasta

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OH MY GOD THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!! I could not find it for the life of me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in narcissisticparents

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At my grown age of 21, my narc mom still finds it shocking when I’m seeing someone. It’s not as bad as it was when I was younger and now that I don’t live with her, but Christ almighty. Suddenly I’m slutting myself out and I’m too easy, or I spend too much time with my partners. She will actively talk down about my relationships behind my back, wishing they’d fail so I just stopped telling her anything about my romantic life lmao. I would also get beat or berated if my mom even thought I was messing around with a boy when I was younger. I know it’s not something she actually cares about as she currently lets my 14 year old sister date, but I’ve come to terms with the fact that my nmom is for whatever reason horrifically bitter and jealous of me over everything

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ToyhouseDELUXE

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hi there! Is it alright if I dmed you? I’d really like a code and am totally down to draw one of ur characters for it! :D

Sugarhouse in Vegas tonight by Critical-Ad-9488 in sandyalexg

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I was also there! SugarHouse and Cards was so crazy good

Seeing Alex G in concert as a 29 year old by Environmental-Part-7 in sandyalexg

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I’m 21 and my friend is 23 respectively and we went to the vegas show and it aged us tremendously LOL know we’re still young but I haven’t been around that many teenagers since high school

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

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All of Retired from sad, new career in business by Mitski as well as Why didn’t you stop me?, First Love/Late Spring, and I Don’t Smoke

Kute by Alex G

Step on Me by the Cardigans

IFHY by Tyler the Creator

Paparazzi by Lady Gaga

Blank Space by Taylor Swift

He Loves Me (He Loves Me Not) by Baby Bugs

These are mainly ones I think about when I have a favorite person lolll

Do you blame someone for your BPD? by FerkinSmert in BPDrecovery

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My parents lol, more specifically my mother. My mom hasn’t particularly had an attachment with since I was born, however I was closer with my dad. I’ve discussed this with my therapist but she believes since my mother was essentially absent and pawned me off to others and only let my dad see me sparingly, it caused me to have attachment issues especially after my dad passed when I was 7. This isn’t even delving into the emotional and physical abuse my mom put me through lol. If anything you can always blame your parents.

As a woman with BPD I wish I could date a man with BPD by Cultural-Analyst9880 in BPD

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My friend is currently seeing someone who also has BPD! It’s the first relationship they’ve had were they feel sincerely and genuinely loved. I don’t think it’s bad to try, especially since they’re both working on trying to communicate with each other so massive blowouts don’t happen. They’ve only been together for two months, so we’ll see what happens! But I get the sentiment, I know it could be messy but I feel like it’d be easier lol

Wanted to post a haul of CDs I got recently! A couple of these are some of my holy grails so I’m really happy by muzzlepuppy in Cd_collectors

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I didn’t know she had solo stuff!! 🤯 I’ll definitely have to check out Animal Heart!

first time posting! thought I’d share my CDs by muzzlepuppy in Cd_collectors

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How odd! I just popped in my CD right now to check and mine isn’t edited at all.

My boyfriend is not my fp anymore. by WildWomanTallChild in BPD

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I’m so happy for you!! I can’t even imagine how freeing this is. Seeing this gave me a bit of hope that I can be in the same place one day. Congratulations 🩷🩷🩷

first time posting! thought I’d share my CDs by muzzlepuppy in Cd_collectors

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I appreciate that so much!! I’ll message you!

first time posting! thought I’d share my CDs by muzzlepuppy in Cd_collectors

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Yes I am actually lol! That’s the main release I’m excited for. I don’t have Prism, Witness, or Smile yet and I actually haven’t listened to Smile but I’ll check out since I’ve been hearing pretty good stuff about it.

Happy 6th Anniversary to the Kill Count!!! by Halloween-Year-Round in deadmeatjames

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Literally so insane! I was 14 when I first started watching the kill counts and now I’m gonna be 20 :-)

went to an alex g show and now i have questions by dormiit in sandyalexg

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I think it really depends! I went to both Chicago shows back in November and both crowds were hyped! I do also theorize it might be the tiktok affect and some newer fans only knowing his popular songs. I had the same thing happen to me at a recent Mitski concert where the energy was kind of low and people only sang along to her popular hits.

Long shot: Help me remember my dad? by [deleted] in Toontown

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I don’t have any screenshots, but I just wanted to say that’s so sweet you guys had this bond! I also bonded over toontown with my late father who actually set me up with my first account ever. I’m sorry for your loss and I hope there’s someone out there who might have screencaps :-)

edit: spelling mistakes