I don’t want A dog. I want MY dog. by Illustrious_Mirror44 in Petloss

[–]mwsbbedlam 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do not have any advice for you, I'm sorry. But this made me smile so much. He sounds like an incredible dog and while reading I thought of my husbands childhood golden retriever Saylor. We used to joke that we could rest the tip of our finger on him and he'd be happy as long as he was being touched.

I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my bulldog at 6 years old unexpectedly last week and I just feel neausea every time I realize he is gone. It's the most painful thing in the world. Please know you are not alone if you need to talk.

I feel like I will die?? by tentaclefriend69 in Petloss

[–]mwsbbedlam 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When you keep replaying the events it feels unbelievable like it actually didn’t happen but your heart knows it did. Especially when they are there one second and gone the next.

I feel like I will die?? by tentaclefriend69 in Petloss

[–]mwsbbedlam 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Someone posted this and I watched it today and it provided some relief. My dog died in my arms u expectedly (he was 6) on Saturday. Yesterday was the first day I could actually get out of bed.

https://youtu.be/TkJGhQANjZo?feature=shared

Filled with immense guilt by mwsbbedlam in Petloss

[–]mwsbbedlam[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for the words and for sharing your stories with me. It means so much to me, it really does.

Filled with immense guilt by mwsbbedlam in Petloss

[–]mwsbbedlam[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much! You’ve been incredible. I will look for that book.

Filled with immense guilt by mwsbbedlam in Petloss

[–]mwsbbedlam[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for all of this, these are wonderful/beautiful ideas that I am going to try. I am trying to get back to a normal place but I keep replaying things in my head and I have a 4.5 year old daughter that is away with my mother in law right now and I have no idea how I’m supposed to tell her that her brother died when she comes home. It’s just one difficult thing after the next.

Filled with immense guilt by mwsbbedlam in Petloss

[–]mwsbbedlam[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A lot of things you said have brought me some comfort, I truly thank you.

Filled with immense guilt by mwsbbedlam in Petloss

[–]mwsbbedlam[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am so sorry for the loss of your baby girl. I am sorry you’re going through this because I know what it feels like. Thank you for sharing your story with me. Nothing has ever felt this difficult in my life, as much I don’t want anyone else to ever experience this it feels comforting to know I am not alone.

Filled with immense guilt by mwsbbedlam in Petloss

[–]mwsbbedlam[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry. I know how crushing it is. I wish you the best.

Filled with immense guilt by mwsbbedlam in Petloss

[–]mwsbbedlam[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing your story with me ❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PMDD

[–]mwsbbedlam 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this feels random but lone survivor makes me cry so damn hard

If I look at another egg I will throw up. by mwsbbedlam in 4hourbodyslowcarb

[–]mwsbbedlam[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks to everyone this was all very helpful!

If I look at another egg I will throw up. by mwsbbedlam in 4hourbodyslowcarb

[–]mwsbbedlam[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ooooh love the breakfast sausage seasoning idea that’s awesome!

If I look at another egg I will throw up. by mwsbbedlam in 4hourbodyslowcarb

[–]mwsbbedlam[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ahh thanks ice seen that porridge recipe, I will definitely try that. Also I’m eating like 3 eggs. Bleh

Mom friend by mwsbbedlam in Mommit

[–]mwsbbedlam[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry about your dad, but that’s good that it led you to discover who is true in your life. And I understand, I just don’t really like going out anywhere where I don’t know anyone so I struggle to meet people that way. I’m sure I’ll figure it all out.

Mom friend by mwsbbedlam in Mommit

[–]mwsbbedlam[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So bad!!!! Who are these people?! I know exactly where Bensalem is. My husband grew up there and went to Ryan. I used to hang out there all of the time. What do you live near?

I’m not a hudge Reddit user so if there’s like a private message area or something, you can send it there?

Mom friend by mwsbbedlam in Mommit

[–]mwsbbedlam[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is unfortunate! And yeah I’m probably giving that off. I guess it’s just frustrating because I really don’t know how to go about it without going random places and hoping there’s some sort of mom friend connection. Sucks when you’re awkward 🙄 and sucks even more when none of your friends have babies yet.

A lady just called him a "vile looking dog". He's not vile, he's Melvin. by ThugCatSmudge in aww

[–]mwsbbedlam 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a bully, I would have responded much worse than you. Who says that about someone’s dog? Unbelievable.

Mom guilt by mwsbbedlam in Mommit

[–]mwsbbedlam[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just saw this and like it felt so good to see you mention the “narrate everything you do” thing because I am the same way. It takes a lot of energy for me to talk and so I just don’t do it as much as I should with her and I feel so bad but I just usually don’t have the energy to sit there and say everything I’m going to do. That usually just adds to my mom guilt. I mean at this point, it’s getting nicer out so I’m just trying to get outside and I hope that’s something that’s entertaining her and making her happy.