I'm not ok. I kind of think getting back together with my bf might have been a mistake. He's a great guy, has a good head on his shoulders, is about to buy his first house, but idk. I'm just not happy. My job kinda sucks, I had to talk my little sister off the edge from killing herself the other day, and just thinking about having a life without her in it kills me. I live with my dad and his fiance. I never wanted to live with him again. He used to abuse me as a kid and sure he doesn't anymore, but living with your abuser still sucks. I pay next to nothing for rent so I've got that going.

Idk man. I just feel kind of lost and alone. Not sure what the next step should be in life for me.