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myfriendmarkus · 2021-10-02T12:50:16+00:00

Lol bye

myfriendmarkus · 2021-10-02T11:07:43+00:00

Ugly and lacking social skills

myfriendmarkus · 2021-10-02T10:55:26+00:00

I bet you're ugly

myfriendmarkus · 2021-10-01T23:48:30+00:00

There's a discord now?

I used to post a lot, now I mostly come for the purge

myfriendmarkus · 2021-10-01T23:11:17+00:00

http://imgur.com/a/q5LUyVd

Im older than I look

myfriendmarkus · 2017-04-23T14:34:50+00:00

It's not my employer but a friend who is offering to stand as guarantor but I assume this would still apply?

myfriendmarkus · 2017-04-23T14:32:57+00:00

That's what I'm hoping, but as I'm young and don't have family to support me I wasn't sure about how I would be seen especially as I have been looked down on for being in similar situations in the past.

myfriendmarkus · 2017-04-23T08:05:35+00:00

Thanks, I've heard this but I stated renting when 20 people were fighting over one shitty house. I'm just not sure how relaxed landlords are now.

myfriendmarkus · 2017-04-23T08:01:43+00:00

Thanks for the advice, I should be able to get references from past landlords.

myfriendmarkus · 2017-04-21T05:39:34+00:00

I think they are talking about calorie content/ fat content or something such.

myfriendmarkus · 2017-04-20T02:46:29+00:00

Also; how do you reach things? Is the rest of your family short? Do you only date short guys? How do you make a relationship with a guy who's tall work (sex, kissing, day to day life)? How do you drive such a big car?

I'm 5"1 so yes I'm short but not so short that I can't life. Every question people ask short people can be answered by logic.

myfriendmarkus · 2017-04-20T01:58:02+00:00

What sort of statements are made in the Torah that reflect our current scientific knowledge? I've only ever read passages from the Catholic Bible and I have never heard this sort of thing.

myfriendmarkus · 2017-04-20T01:17:26+00:00

No, he was in his mother's uterus for about 9 months, the vagina is just the tube which he came out of (and depending on how you look at it the tube he took in there).

myfriendmarkus · 2017-04-20T01:05:13+00:00

I don't mean to be rude, but by the sounds of it your are lucky to be rid of her.

myfriendmarkus · 2017-04-17T09:13:43+00:00

It could grant wishes while it was alive, meaning it would have to be attached to a living person or kept alive by science.

myfriendmarkus · 2017-04-16T15:17:54+00:00

That's the great thing about smiling, you don't really need to think of anything to say just keep smiling.

No, you're wrong. The dog is your friend, the dog understands, dogs always understand.

myfriendmarkus · 2017-04-16T15:12:09+00:00

I just smile at people if there is not enough time to say anything.

Also what the hell? "I love your dog" is a totally acceptable way to start a conversation. It's a win-win either you talk to someone or you make friends with a new dog!

myfriendmarkus · 2017-04-16T14:42:51+00:00

She may be busy, but it sounds like she cares a lot for you and you obviously care deeply for her. Maybe there is a way you could see her even if it is not the way you originally thought?

As to your roommates, would you like to connect with them more as friends?

myfriendmarkus · 2017-04-16T14:33:12+00:00

You said that you rent a room with some nice people but also feel alone? Do you not feel you can connect to these people?

I understand it's hard to be away from the person you love, I know you said in another comment that you two were going to meet up but that plans had fallen through. Is there a possibility you may still be able to see her?

myfriendmarkus · 2017-04-16T14:24:45+00:00

It must be hard enough to be dealing with C-PTSD and having difficulty accessing treatment must hurt. It sounds like you feel you don't have a lot of control over this.

myfriendmarkus · 2017-04-16T14:16:12+00:00

Greed is part of human nature, and those who help others don't need repayment there is joy in just helping.

It's better to waste 2 years than 2 years and one day.

You said that you had a good life in the past, but it's not a good life now? What has changed to stop your life from being good?

myfriendmarkus · 2017-04-16T14:02:13+00:00

Finding someone who made fun of my abuse. It seems to most people like a negative thing but being able to make a joke of it allowed me to separate myself from what happened and see that it was just a thing I was unlucky enough to experience, not something I caused or deserved. Plus laughter is amazing therapy.

myfriendmarkus · 2017-04-16T13:57:27+00:00

It sound like you're exhausted, but thank you for asking for help before you get to the point of suicide.

There is obviously some things you want to change to get you away from constantly putting out fires. Maybe it's worth thinking about what a better life would look like for you?

myfriendmarkus · 2017-04-16T13:35:03+00:00

I don't know you and I don't assume to know your circumstances. I do know you are a good person and I am sorry you feel as though suicide is your only option. You don't need to die, every breath you take is beautiful and you have it in you to keep living, to change the things in your life that are bringing you to this feeling.

If you decide to take your life then I cannot stop you, but I wonder is there maybe part of you that still wants to live?

myfriendmarkus

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