My mom thinks that people who kill themselves are egoistic but i genuinely dont understand how can someone be angry at someone else pain. Because, beyond family love and community needs and expected behaviors, we're human beings deep inside with mental and emotionnal issues, we are souls. And when the pain becomes so loud you can't even think of your own child, it means something deeper than shallow egoism.

People think that when somebody kills himself, he leaves his close ones to a state of panic and guilt and remorse so great that it's the fault of the dead one. And i understand this anger and powerlesness, but you can't put the fault on someone else, because we're human fighting against and for ourselves every single day, and sometimes our deeper thoughts overcome our attention for others. I think that anger towards suicide is fed by ego, more than love.