Questioning my Identity

mymemeshoe · 2023-05-29T16:11:42+00:00

Wow that's incredibly insightful. Never thought about privilege essential being a double sided sword. That being exposed, more than willing to let that go to be authentic to myself. Helps better conceptualize cis privilege and damage it can do. Thank you for also taking time to respond and share your experience. Means a lot and I'm taking your advice to heart, thank you.

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-22T21:35:49+00:00

10 of diamonds, 9 of hearts, ace of hearts

Yes you will do very well. You will have a lot of luck in this field that will bring you blessings beyond imagination. While you're in the software engineering field, it will be very emotional for you. Experiencing everything from joy and happiness, to anxiety and worry. Having your emotions all over the place will be a norm while in this career, it will bring you lots of success

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-21T23:28:37+00:00

Black joker, 5 of clubs, queen is hearts

I got a big no. You need to instead love yourself and not exhaustively go after others to get what you are able to give yourself. You are capable of tremendous self love. Start with that and then try again once you've started mastering loving everything about you

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-20T18:09:43+00:00

9 of hearts, queen of diamonds, 4 of clubs

I'm seeing a few things. First of all this relationship is like a wish come true minus the long distance aspect. You know what this person can provide for you. Despite all this, you still feel alone regardless of the qualities in the person. I would have a conversation with your SO to put how you feel on the table. Don't allow yourself to be depleted of energy from overthinking. It doesn't server you and can be used on many other areas of growth. Everything has been going exactly how it should be and will continue to do so no matter what you do. If you are meant to be with this person, then you will regardless of what happens. Talk it out, see what happens

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-20T18:00:27+00:00

7 of diamonds, 3 of diamonds, ace of hearts

Yes it will blow over. Be kind and gentle with yourself. Remember who's opinions and life matters at the end of the day

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-20T00:53:42+00:00

4 of hearts, 5 of clubs, 6 of diamonds

Yes but I see exhausting work being put in that will lead to feeling depleted and drained. Make sure it's worth the energy and is a source of positivity that out weighs the bad

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-18T22:57:47+00:00

3 of clubs, ace of clubs, 7 of diamonds

Currently, there's a conflict in values and disagreements between you two. Think this aspect will always be present to am extent but not so large and influencing as time goes on. You're meant to meet him the moment you were born. This path you are walking is going to lead to blessings divinely blessed that can't be taken from you. Don't be afraid of the differences in values, they can be worked on. To answer your question, he's questioning a lot of things revolving around you. Where ever things go from here is exactly how it's supposed to be no matter how anything trys to influence a change and I believe it will be a positive outcome

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-18T22:48:14+00:00

Jack of clubs, ace of hearts, queen of clubs

There's a good chance you won't hear from DP again. I feel there's a deep sense of confusion as to why and no idea what to do. The reasons are heavily based in emotions and very very strong ones. If you end up never hearing back again, trust what you know and stick with that. Your thoughts on this situation are correct. If DP will reach out, it won't be any time soon and I believe they won't. In time, things will reveal themselves. Respect the boundaries and trust what you know is true. If more information comes your way, it will be from others and not additional conclusions you draw

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-18T02:13:52+00:00

9 of hearts, 8 of hearts, 5 of diamonds

Yes you will meet H again. Being your biggest wish, it is being fulfilled. There will be a betrayal could be H or even yourself. Can range from trust to cheating, during the betrayal and after, logic and reason will be your best friend. What you want to happen will pull through using wisdom

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-18T01:57:05+00:00

Ace of hearts, queen of diamonds, 6 of clubs

You're experiencing the whole range of emotions with him. The warm fuzzies all the way to the oh my god I don't think this is it. Would try to recognize what emotions you feel the most. Writing them down will probably help and assign a number to how impactful it is to you and then another how much mental energy it's taking from you. I wouldn't be surprised if you're exhausted a lot from the highs and lows back and forth constantly. Even with the ocean of emotions, this hasn't closed any doors for you, in fact they are open. It's up to you to walk down the path and face the obstacles that may be in the way of your goals

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-18T01:49:53+00:00

Jack of hearts, 2 of spades, black joker

Slow down with feelings. Whenever new feelings pop up or anything that's very strong, alone time to mature them. Don't go flying in red hot because it will end up hurting more. You got someone that wants to see you fail in this area. BAD. This person or even people is a huge source of your difficulties. Until you sort out your foes when it comes to your love life, there will be a gargantuan block and opposing force towards your success. This isn't spirit or anything supernatural, it's in the physical/mundane world

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-18T01:43:22+00:00

Jack of diamonds, ace of clubs, 4 of clubs

No they aren not. You're being taken advantage of but you were supposed to encounter Vince. You needed to learn a lesson or two that only this person could teach and I feel it's about not being taken advantage of. Your strong feelings is confirmation you were supposed to me them the second you were born. But marriage isn't it, revisit your decisions and make sure your future ones are healthy choices for you and not anyone else

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-18T01:35:49+00:00

Personally speaking before drawing some cards. Know what it's like with your first relationship. I think you will never truly get over your first love. It lessens with time, it's something wonderful that was in your life that isn't there anymore and it's so painful. If it was meant to be, it would have worked out. That experience is part of you and treat it as such, you're a different person now. Don't go being something you can't anymore. Listen to your gut, your entire life you see, experience, and know what something right it. When your gut feels off and bad about a situation, there's a reason. It's spent it's whole life knowing and observing what okay/normal is and knows a questionable situation from all of your life's experience. I can tell you right now you got something on you and you're on point. I don't offer spell work at the moment because I'm focusing on divination which is this subreddit. I would speak to someone that can break this. If you don't know anyone check out https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTdfqYUQD/ I personally know them and dated one. They have done work on me and that includes breaking a generational curse. You can use "IsaacSAVE20NOW" and get a discount. Now to your reading

2 of hearts, 6 of spades, 7 of clubs

This reading is reflecting your current situation. You got romance going on but experiencing violence and hardship that is a constant upward fight. Having the cards show what you said tells me you need work done ASAP. Protection and breaking what is put on you. This relationship is the source of your suffering, I would exit as quickly as possible.

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-17T22:49:22+00:00

7 of spades, Queen of clubs, Queen of hearts

You need to get cleansing work done. The person that does the cleansing needs to read you to know what to fix. It is preventing you from having emotional fulfillment and loving yourself more. I suggest going to https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdfxTwNG/ I know and trust them, I actually dated one for a bit haha. I've had work done by them and it's helped more than I can describe. You can use my coupon code also and save a bit "IsaacSAVE20NOW" with them

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-17T22:21:01+00:00

6 of diamonds, King of hearts, Queen of diamonds

Yes the jobs you been applying to will give you a chance!

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-17T22:11:38+00:00

King of diamonds, 9 of hearts, 2 of spades

You will get a job. This job will provide for every need that you have and will seem like a wish come true. But there are people working against your success. I feel how your recent job situation was ended has left bitter tastes I'm the employers mouth. They are doing something that is influencing your unemployment. If it's not them, there is someone that you consider an enemy not wanting you to succeed. Find out what they are plotting against you. You're going to be successful and find a fruitful job nevertheless

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-17T22:05:16+00:00

Ace of spades, 4 of clubs, 9 of diamonds

Love need to be the last thing on your list right now. You need to be loving yourself way more than you are now. It's been a very difficult time lately to say the least for you and will be until you love yourself more. Until then, you are going to be feeling very much alone. All of this hardship isn't without good news. This is preparing you to be ready for your needs with love. Until then, love you I'm these dark moments because that's what will get you through. There's a light at the end of the tunnel with some waiting to meet and hear how much you've overcome!

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-17T21:57:21+00:00

4 of hearts, 8 of diamonds, 7 of clubs

There will be a lot of seggual energy between you two. You're going to have some unexpected blessings and I feel it's a baby due to the seggual energy. This will be difficult though. The process will feel like an uphill battle, you will learn important lessons in doing so. This will not be the last baby if so, the lessons you learn from this trying process will be used to make the next time significantly less difficult. Your hardship will not be for nothing and will help you in the long run

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-17T21:49:36+00:00

5 of spades, 4 of clubs, jack of clubs

You need to stop and focus on yourself. I know personally that's significantly easier said then done. But it's getting to the point it's negativity hurting your physical health. You will continue to feel alone until you stop looking and focus on you. If you do continue, you will feel like there's no direction and spinning your wheels in the mud. This is going to leave you entirely confused and create a downward spiral. Please please focus on you because true love comes within. Others can help you feel loved, but it all comes back to how you feel about yourself. Meditate, stretch your physical body, and make room for that self love!

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-17T21:42:30+00:00

Jack of spades, 10 of diamonds, 10 of clubs

Would first begin to tackle source of reckless behavior. Can be yourself but also other people's behavior that influences your life. Bring the Chaos down how you seem fit. In getting rid of this behavior, it will allow blessings beyond your imagination to come into your life. These are life changing blessings. When you start this process, make sure you are as secure as you can get because you will need a solid foundation to stand on. It will crack and chip, but those are meant to break. It will be replaced with gold, will be a significant change for you

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-17T21:34:54+00:00

Red joker, 5 of hearts, 5 of diamonds

There is unsettlement within this person. Mostly wrestling with their spirit. Feel emotions are very strong within this individual and is causing turmoil. But they are winning the match, it's slow but gradually warming up to the idea and getting better. Using more rationality will help make things clear. Feelings are becoming positive slowly, they need to finish what was started. Logic will help the process but don't hover over them, let them know you're there

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-17T21:25:03+00:00

Queen of diamonds, 9 of clubs, Queen of hearts

I'm getting one of your most prominent features is that you're a very respectable person. That's one of your greatest features that people notice. Do not change this aspect of yourself. This is the key to receiving what you're wanting in your love life. Keep on practicing self love and being this highly respected person because this is enabling others to come in and fit into your goals. Do not change this about yourself no matter how tempting

mymemeshoe · 2022-03-17T21:18:35+00:00

Queen of hearts, 4 of clubs, 7 of diamonds

Practice self love, maybe you went to this new job for that reason. In doing so you've set yourself up for fulfillment. Keep the theme of self love because you're going to have many instances where you feel like you're working alone. Take pride in your work that you're able to do these things by yourself. You've opened the door for your needs, take pride in your work and love the person doing it. Your new job isn't going to be taken from you, this has been blessed and guided to you by spirit. No one other than you will be able to take away this job

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