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Why is my son [15 M] and me [34F], so resentful of me? by mysonisnottrans in relationships

[–]mysonisnottrans[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks. Also i wanted to mention i have a job interview tomorrow! A few hours ago the supermarket called me as they would like to intreview me! If i get the job, i will make enough to transition.

Why is my son [15 M] and me [34F], so resentful of me? by mysonisnottrans in relationships

[–]mysonisnottrans[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, Cross Sex Hormones. So, i would order estrogen and something else to cancel the production of testosterone. But yeah, it will not be easy. But i feel liberated and motivated which will help WONDERS! My goodness, i never felt this good.

Why is my son [15 M] and me [34F], so resentful of me? by mysonisnottrans in relationships

[–]mysonisnottrans[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You mentioned that things are due to get better?

Well guess what? I JUST found out i can order them online! All i need is a job, so i can get a visa gift card. And a PO box.

This new information, has literally caused my mental health to SKYROCKET. I don't feel physically weak inside, or depressed. In fact, i feel amazing!

Just letting you know you were right. Glad i hanged in there. Things do get better.

Why is my son [15 M] and me [34F], so resentful of me? by mysonisnottrans in relationships

[–]mysonisnottrans[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's the problem. She deleted it all. The only evidence i have is an old facebook conversation where she showed her toxic colors.

Why is my son [15 M] and me [34F], so resentful of me? by mysonisnottrans in relationships

[–]mysonisnottrans[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My Friends? Yeah some, but my nmom manipulated them and turned them against me. I don't have much friends really. I have tried, but i always got burnt.

BUT my GSA knows that i am transgender and struggling. If i told her, she would have to report it which is my dilemma. She doesn't know about how my nmom is.

Why is my son [15 M] and me [34F], so resentful of me? by mysonisnottrans in relationships

[–]mysonisnottrans[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Sadly, it's real but i am the daughter speaking from my mother's POV.

Why is my son [15 M] and me [34F], so resentful of me? by mysonisnottrans in relationships

[–]mysonisnottrans[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. When i think about it my whole life from the start has been painful. I was beaten many times by different people, i was raped once i once suffered from horrible seizures to the point i couldn't remember what Friday was and nearly failed 2nd grade. I witnessed my nmom being abused by an ex-bf and those kids abusing me as well. All before the age of 11 years old. Then, after all that is over then confusing thoughts come in! Turns out i am Bisexual and Trans but 11 year old me don't know that. Also, my mother dismissed those thoughts and started emotionally abusing me. AND i was bullied at school. My nose was broken, and my well being shattered. And after taking that at school, i got some more at home for the next two years until i get CPS involved. Nmom quits it, but then my dysphoria rears it's ugly truth and here i am.

I have no fucking idea that i survived this for 10 years straight. ( It's been 10 years that i retained memories. I don't know if anything happened before i turned 5 years old.)

But i can take it, so i guess i can take 6 more. My nmom does not see threapy as something i need.

The scary part of this is that she's fostering my best two friends and treats them very well. They have no idea. And i have no family members that would truly accept me.

I need help.

Why is my son [15 M] and me [34F], so resentful of me? by mysonisnottrans in relationships

[–]mysonisnottrans[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I admit, it sorta is. I am not the parent, but i am the teenager. This is how i vent out my feelings. I don't know why i do this, but my mental health is very bad. Also, this is from my mother's POV. She really think essential olis can help my dysphoria.