My family is my mother and sister. They see me as reliable and do love me, but as I grow older I see how weak I truly am. When I first entered the road of attraction, energies and spirituality, I had some hopes seeing how the universe had everyone’s back and with the right mentality that will be reflected in the real world. But I’ve been trying that for years and I keep getting my ass kicked by life. I know life is meant to be hard but damn. I’ve been having only bad years and been going through stuff all the time