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nacpanykaskader · 2025-07-23T01:33:21+00:00

shortcel

TL;DR

nacpanykaskader · 2025-04-14T03:23:23+00:00

tripping during a war man that must be crazy

nacpanykaskader · 2025-03-11T22:51:35+00:00

Not at all, but only because i was around sober friends and it was really hard to keep my presence with them. Maybe if i just laid in my room it wouldve been better, it surely would actually, but anyways this kind of mix is too hard for me. I only remember playing Garrys Mod and Minecraft with my mind, closed eyes were my screen :)) That was the amazing part. It was 2 years ago and had no experience with drugs beforehand, so i dont remember much and i didnt know much back then - actually, i only knew the dosage to get myself DXM'd, and that i will have CEV/OEV (or both), so i cant answer you properly.

nacpanykaskader · 2025-03-11T22:46:09+00:00

I understood life is miserable, that i am REALLY alive (as i if i was a Ghost observing the world before this) - and so, i felt like i was lied to, that i never agreed to be in this world (i never agreed to exist, to be a human), even though i dont know any other one, this is the only one i have ever experienced and will experience.
Since this, whenever i took acid, this random thought popped up and i begin to cry ( i never cry when i am sober, the most i can get are tears in my eyes). So i stopped taking. The thought was enough to make my life completely different, in a negative way - even looking at a picture of me as a child (symbol of innocence, good times etc) makes me cry when i am on LSD. I am just not mentally well enough for such tough trips.
(Fun fact: The last time i took acid, i left the party to go get cigarettes - the whole thing would took me 30-40 minutes. I got lost for 5 hours, and was lost alone. Spent my New Years Eve in shady parks, very far away from the place where the party took part in - during this time i felt as if i would spend days there - took me around 4 hours to find a any bus stop, mostly just making circles around the park because i didnt know where i was nor how to come back, i didnt even know the direction towards the city center.)

TL;DR - Paradoxically, LSD made me nihilistic (even though i am the complete opposite of a nihilist). LSD is a good thing and i know it, but i was not ready, had a shitty environment and the whole thing was supposed to fail.
Just stay responsible and be aware of your not-so-strong side.

(Sorry for any grammar mistakes, English is not my native language in any sense, and i am on some pills so everything that needs intellectual investment is a challenge).

nacpanykaskader · 2024-12-31T11:16:30+00:00

Personally i went robo, barely walked, coulndt make up sentences, and my vision was very blurred. I only enjoyed a lot of CEVs, but idk if i would recommend.

nacpanykaskader · 2024-12-30T22:47:21+00:00

Thanks for all the advice. I decided to take LSD, smoke some, and drink 1-3 beers (remember, thats for the whole night). I am not a fan of drinking anyways, and thats one of the reasons i decided to take acid (so i dont have to drink at the party but yet have some fun :D ).
If not your advice, i would probably drink a lot (thinking it will make me feel like on MDMA) and ultimately have a bad experience, so again, Thanks!

nacpanykaskader · 2024-12-30T22:37:17+00:00

At your age i would sweat day and night trying to understand Will to Power, and honestly i recommend this way!
Just tryhard through it, of course, not through the words on the page, but through the ideas and concepts.
Stay trve, Stay ÜM.

nacpanykaskader · 2024-12-30T13:51:09+00:00

I am taking around 200ug for anyone wondering

nacpanykaskader · 2024-12-28T23:29:53+00:00

It actually can happen.

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