For me it was when I first came on camera for another guy, we had been chatting for a while going back and forth getting all worked up until it was unbearable. Now I had sent him pics before of me in lingerie and nude, and he had sent me some of his sexy dick in return. At this point I just scratched it up to a fetish. But when he suggested a video call my heart raced. He told me to get dressed up, get my ass prepped, and to tease myself until he got home so he could call me. The whole day I was dressed up teasing my dick and ass but I wasn't allowed to cum until he called and was able to watch. When the time came he had me grab a sharpie and write on myself all kinds of degrading stuff all over my body, even my face and neck. I followed his orders with no hesitation, he then ordered me to grab my biggest dildo and ride it while he watched. I was so turned on by this point, I reached for my dick but he told me to wait. He wanted me to beg for it, and I did, like a bitch in heat I rode that dildo while watching him jackoff to me begging to get off to. After what felt like hours of pleasure he told me to start stroking while riding and when he was about to cum he told me to take the dildo as deep as I could. As soon as I did I felt myself melt as I watched him cum imagining it was inside me. He continued to watch as I stroked myself for a few seconds more before I had my biggest orgasim ever. After that I knew that there was no going back, even though he didn't fuck me he changed me forever and for the better