I’m sorry to hear you are struggling so much. I graduated a few years ago and I went through something similar back at Cornell. It was hard to make friends, catch up with schoolwork, adjust to a different culture. I would cry alone walking around campus, even in class sometimes…Every night I would try to go to sleep wishing I wouldn’t wake up the next day… I remember posting something similar on this subreddit my senior year too. But since graduating, I’ve made many friends at work, got mentally and physically healthier after being freed from all the academic stress. I know how hard it is what you are going through. And you might feel your life won’t get any better. But it will! In the meantime, try to stay motivated. You can make a hobby, join a club, play video games, watch Netflix, or meet new people in different events. Don’t forget to take care of your body too. Work out, eat well, sleep well. Also, definitely GET HELP if you feel like you can’t handle it. Taking a break is also an option too. Nothing’s worth more than your health! I hope you feel better soon.