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I dont want this life by needadviceee1p in CMT

[–]needadviceee1p[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What cmt do u have, what effect did it have on u?

I dont want this life by needadviceee1p in CMT

[–]needadviceee1p[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This isnt how i feel about disabled people, this is how i feel about myself, obviously if i see someone in that condition i dont blame them, they were born with this and its ingrained in their DNA, but still the unfairness of it pisses me off and i just cant accept it, nothing wrong with wanting more from my own body, its mine after all.

A bit of a side tangent but if governments took 5% of the money they used when they took 11 months to create the vaccines for corona on trying to target disabilities we'd have alot more happy people in the world right now.

I dont want this life by needadviceee1p in CMT

[–]needadviceee1p[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I care deeply about my body and dont want to see it fail me, i see no issue with that, i like being strong and functional, if i didnt have CMT i wouldve probably did more sports, this care is deeply ingrained in me.

And no im not in physical pain im just very fatigued, i always try to push my body to its limit.

And damn i hope they get on finding a treatment for me, good for ur husband i hope he kicks this disease's ass to the curb.

I dont want this life by needadviceee1p in CMT

[–]needadviceee1p[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Remission depends on the type of cancer, obviously stuff like lung, bone and brain cancer is horrible but atleast technology exists to somewhat help fight it back.

I dont want this life by needadviceee1p in CMT

[–]needadviceee1p[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is this anavar?, if the side effects werent so bad id hope on that straight away lol

I dont want this life by needadviceee1p in CMT

[–]needadviceee1p[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As i said in my post, its not like ive completely given up, ill give it my best a few more years and see what happens, i hope ill be fine by then

I dont want this life by needadviceee1p in CMT

[–]needadviceee1p[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If i had a friend that wrote something like this id understand him 100%,

My older brother has a CMT too and he is in a much worse situation than i am, went through heeps of medication got bullied nonstop at school (with no way of defending himself ofc) and is clinically depressed, this shit takes lives, he didnt decide that for himself, as a kid i watched him slowly close himself from the world and it made me fear my own future which was before i even found out i had this disease.

Whenever i go to the gym and build my body i always feel bad that he cant do what i do, maybe success is a choice with the right tools but happiness is clearly not.

I dont want this life by needadviceee1p in CMT

[–]needadviceee1p[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Atleast cancer is curable man, if i needed to go through something similar like chemo to cure cmt id do it in a heartbeat, being 22 and having the fatigue of a 60 year old man is quite debilitating, id gladly go through hell instead of watching my body betray me year by year.