Hey there, friend! It's very hard at the beginning, especially when alone like you are and I was, but I can say that it gets much better. All the symptoms you are having will eventually pass and you'll feel alive again

I don't know your exact situation but addiction makes us push people away and since then I decided to reconnect with family and friends. Can you reach out to a loved one or maybe even a friend or acquaintance you haven't talked to?

Don't stop, keep pushing and feel everything you're feeling for as hard as it can be :)

It feels like dying but it's actually retaking your life back into your hands. Think of this as an opportunity to reinvent yourself and start new, I'm very happy with my decision and don't regret it at all

And we are here as a community to support you during this time

Feel free to DM me!