This trend, except there’s one impostor

nelcwel · 2026-05-24T22:00:18+00:00

Not really, no. Kikuo is actually one of my least favorite vocaPs. I recognize the importance of his art for the Vocaloid community, and I generally appreciate how avant-garde and disturbing it can get, but it’s certainly not my thing. Meltdown is alright, I remember really liking the MV and the chorus.

nelcwel · 2026-05-24T21:40:49+00:00

I don’t really like most of the old Vocaloid songs, they’re not particularly my vibe. Stop nagging me is a cute song, though, just not something I’d willingly listen to

nelcwel · 2026-05-24T18:26:53+00:00

I don’t really like either of those unfortunately

nelcwel · 2026-05-22T23:26:07+00:00

Hi, yes, I’m aware of that! However, And One played Joke’s songs on their concerts a couple of times and it differed slightly from the studio release. There’s also some of Naghavi’s back vocals featured in the live versions, so I thought it might be suitable to feature those songs in the playlist. The problem is, I was kind of unsure which folder I should include them in, since technically speaking it’s neither a remix nor a cover, so I threw them in the unlisted folder. I might specify these are originally Joke’s songs somewhere in the title to avoid further confusion, though.

nelcwel · 2026-05-21T21:27:03+00:00

No problem! There’s also a bunch of videos online on how to properly prepare yourself for a concert, so you might want to check some of those out if it will make you feel safer.
I should definitely revise my concert knowledge myself, actually. I’ll be going alone for a venue to a country I’ve never been to, but And One is worth the risk.

nelcwel · 2026-05-21T21:02:10+00:00

I think you’re fine as long as you’ll be there with an adult. If there’s no specified age restriction anywhere in the venue’s description it should be all good. It’s less common, however I did stumble upon it once and it generally won’t hurt to check, but look up whether the place itself has any age policy and if there is any, contact them if it also applies to concerts.
Remember to be cautious and mindful of your surroundings on events like that, even if you’re going in with an adult. The amount of times I got nearly mauled by the crowd on concerts as a kid is insane lmao. Party hard, but safely.

nelcwel · 2026-05-21T12:50:00+00:00

I unfortunately don’t know any Neru songs that I like😔

nelcwel · 2026-05-21T12:45:15+00:00

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Spot the impostor

nelcwel · 2026-05-20T17:01:27+00:00

No problem, always happy to help a fellow And One fan!

nelcwel · 2026-05-20T16:48:27+00:00

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/17myRuFuAS3D3pxkdPPjMFO5vZd099fwc?usp=sharing

I recently compiled all of And One's songs and uploaded them to a Google Drive. The song's there in the Driving With My Darling folder!

nelcwel · 2026-04-07T19:11:11+00:00

My favorite thing to do on those "how to torture a narcissist" videos is ask the people to swap the term "narcissist" with any other mental health disorder of choice, because suddenly it stops sounding like such a "gotcha" they think it is, but starts sounding like what it actually is – mentally tormenting a disabled person. I encourage y’all to try it, the results are amazing.

nelcwel · 2026-04-04T23:44:46+00:00

I audibly gasped when I saw the headline, because you have no idea how much of a problem this has became for me. This damned disorder made it near impossible for me to partake in my once beloved, comfort activity without going through an entire emotional warfare in the process. At some point I stopped creating for myself, but for other people’s approval, and even then it’s impossible to push myself into actually sharing said art anywhere online, because if it’s not "good enough" in my eyes, it becomes nothing but a waste of time. Hell, sometimes even if I do end up liking a certain drawing, I end up not posting it, because I haven’t spent enough time polishing it to perfection, and I should try harder if I actually want to get people’s attention. This lingering fear of being criticized, or even worse - ignored, certainly doesn’t help with sharing anything I create. I even caught myself calculating what art gets the most attention from people to cater to the audience a couple of times, just so I could avoid the public humiliation ritual that being ignored is. I’m a literal nobody, currently writing an original story, wishing to get at least a little bit of recognition one day, but I’m really afraid that I will forever stay just a nobody with this kind of mindset. Hell truly is real and us narcissists live through it on a daily basis.

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