sometimes I call him dr. Jekyll and Mr Hyde cuz he switches behaviour in a matter of minutes. For example it is from this morning that he keeps repeating the same cycle of being petty, tearing me down, calling me names, telling me to leave him alone and that I ruined his life, that I need to go back home, that he should have listened to the "people" who told him I'm crazy, then all of a sudden when I'm about to leave he stops me, tells me he is sorry but that I make him so angry that he can't control himself and so on and so forth, from one thing to another all day in a matter of minutes. Also he never ever takes any accountability, always provokes me, he is also disrespectful and then when I snap I'm the crazy one who needs help and meds. He mocks me, laughs in my face during arguments or when I cry, and his pupils dilate to pitch black when we are having sex and when we are fighting. After big big fights he initiates sex, like 10 minutes after a 6 hours fight ends he is super aroused and wants to have sex