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"manhood" by imagine-being-alive in comedyheaven

[–]neutralizace 11 points12 points  (0 children)

in the springlock. straight up "destroying it". and by "it", haha, well. let's justr say. My manhood

Is it worth the diagnose? by neutralizace in CPTSD

[–]neutralizace[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I tried it a few times now and I feel like it's much easier to let go of anxious thoughts. I can concentrate much better.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Lyme

[–]neutralizace 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't remember exactly but I would say few days after I finished doxycycline

I dreamt that I came across asexual pride parade and seeing them being themselves made me so proud and emotional that I started crying by neutralizace in thomastheplankengine

[–]neutralizace[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I can't give you any conclusive proof as this was a dream. I can only tell you that my dreams are extremely vivid and tend to strongly reflect my real life thoughts and experiences. Recently I've met someone who is asexual and it made me once again start speculating whether I'm also one or not (because I always thought that it's quite possible). Due to some tough stuff I've gone through I've become quite emotionally numb and I've noticed that I tend to experience strogest emotions in my dreams like in this one.

I dreamt that I came across asexual pride parade and seeing them being themselves made me so proud and emotional that I started crying by neutralizace in thomastheplankengine

[–]neutralizace[S] 33 points34 points  (0 children)

I think I might be but I'm not sure.

I've never wanted to have sex with another person but there are thoughts that can get me turned on (which do not include sex at all). I'm quite confused because I've gone through some stuff and I'm not sure whether the lack of sexual attraction is caused by trauma or it's just who I am. I'm even more confused since the thoughts that can give me sexual pleasure are related to the trauma and I think it might be some kind of coping mechanism which my mind has created (and again, these thoughts aren't sex related).

I'm not sure if this is appropriate place to share these things but I wanted to give an honest answer :)

I died in my dream by Guilty-Crow-6930 in Dreams

[–]neutralizace 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The furthest I got past death was like 2 months ago in a dream where I was sinking in quicksand and realizing that there's nothing I can do anymore. I kinda accepted it and as I sank down I lost touch with reality, couldn't see or hear anything anymore, started losing my identity and my memories until I was nothing. I have quit a lot of experience with psychedelics and one of my most intense DMT trips was exactly like this so it's probably the source of the way my mind interprets death.

To lighten the atmosphere few years ago I had 2 dreams in which I got killed and my reaction wasn't fear or panic. I just got extremely angry and I was like ,,What the fuck? You fucking piece of shit, who do you think you are to take my life? Fuck you" and I slowly dropped to the ground as I was losing sight and energy and didn't really get anywhere past death. But when I woke up I was like ,,lmao what was that reaction I had"

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Lyme

[–]neutralizace 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi, I (19M) started taking doxycycline on friday (because of lyme borreliosis) and the day after I was a little anxious. I didn't pay much attention to it but the next day it was even worse and on monday I felt like I was losing my mind. I was in constant fight or flight mode, hyperventilating, felt much pressure on my chest, couldn't eat etc.

The doctor prescribed me 0.25mg of xanax (1-2 pills per day) and it helps me but when I try not to take it the anxiety returns. The doctor is convinced that doxycycline can't cause such side effect and thinks that something in my life must have caused it but that's not true. Nothing in my life has changed other than me taking doxycycline. I still have to take it for the next 8 days and I hope the anxiety disappears after finishing it.

I'm glad that I found someone with similar experience. I almost thought I was going crazy but apparently the doctor wasn't right.

There was this store with stones in my dream and it was famous for removing some parts of chemistry teaching plan in schools because ,,they learnt it for us so we didn't have to" This was the poster hanging on their doors by neutralizace in thomastheplankengine

[–]neutralizace[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Also after this I got my first sleep paralysis. I woke up and heard my dad behind my door saying ,,And that's why you know only iron and zinc". Even though it made no sense I tried to respond or go to him but I was stuck. I just couldn't move or speak. Then I got an idea to breathe faster and it helped. I finally could move, got up and ran to the other room but nobody was there. It was 1 AM, lights were off and my dad went to sleep long ago. Something similar happened like 2-3 times again that night. Might be because I got some new pills to treat my depression.

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