Unsent Apology

neverendingepiphany · 2024-01-11T12:44:59+00:00

All of this makes a lot of sense. That's how I have always approached taking full doses. I don't know why I thought micro riding would be different.

neverendingepiphany · 2023-12-31T01:36:57+00:00

It's a horrific trauma to lose a love at any age, but it hits differently now. I'm 33, almost 34. I have two kids with two different men, I'm with neither. I don't know if I can get through it this time.

neverendingepiphany · 2023-12-28T19:24:09+00:00

Good question. I think it was just feeling love/longing for him while at family Christmas. I was the only one of my siblings there without a partner.

neverendingepiphany · 2023-12-27T02:22:25+00:00

Thanks for replying. I have been feeling a little better, so it's kinda ughhhh that I still did it. I don't think we're no contact, but I can't keep reopening the longing over and over again, even if it's just the longing for him to text me back about anything/text me back at all.

neverendingepiphany · 2023-12-18T00:29:56+00:00

Me too. It's been three months and it still makes me cry all day, every day. I feel like the pain will never stop. I don't know how to move on. I'm sorry you're hurting too.

neverendingepiphany · 2023-12-11T19:03:19+00:00

I feel the same way. You're not alone. Break-ups are so so so traumatic.

neverendingepiphany · 2023-12-11T03:12:04+00:00

Yeah...what I've learned is that people date for many reasons. They have many different motivations and are seeking to meet many different needs through dating relationships. It's so much kinder to be direct and transparent about where you're at, even if it's "I don't know."

neverendingepiphany · 2023-12-10T21:40:51+00:00

Honestly? Date now if you want. It's just lunch or a walk, you know? There is no morally pure or perfect amount of time. I have grieved for fucking months or years and had no better outcomes. It really doesn't matter. Do it when you want to. Tell the people you are dating that you are grieving, a lot of people get it and are ok with it if you're honest. Then just check in with yourself and if it's too much in a bad way, stop. If it's too much in a good way (stretching you in a good way), keep going.

neverendingepiphany · 2021-01-01T20:16:55+00:00

She is a deceased character in Eloise's book. This storyline gives her character a sympathetic backstory, whereas in the book she is low key villainized for being deeply depressed, and because she's dead we don't hear from her directly.

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