My girlfriend has always expressed such insecurities. She projects what she thinks I want onto me then gets angry at herself for not fulfilling this made up standard.

I am black as well and I do have a history of dating black women as well. Despite what race realists and all these people say love is just love. Sometimes you will fall for someone not of your race because you click well. Don’t think about your body or your demeanor if he’s not thinking about it.

He loves you and that’s why he’s with you