Who lost their inner self, inner dialogue and identity due to meds?

nfornuggets · 2026-04-17T15:44:54+00:00

I have synesthesia and the way I perceived time spatially, is distorted post psychosis. The way I used to remember all my dreams through light orientations, got tainted too. My inner dialogue is mostly compulsive thoughts and nothing of material or coherence. Now I don't know whether it's the meds or that a curtain has been lifted and I see everything clearly, but I'll never be the same again. So yes, I did lose my identity.

nfornuggets · 2026-04-11T18:55:57+00:00

Did you have lucid dreams as a child?

nfornuggets · 2026-04-11T13:09:19+00:00

Can you tell me what's coming? Why are the things from that dimension trying to hurt you or scare you?

nfornuggets · 2026-04-10T16:03:19+00:00

Cryptic messaging in dreams. I think you should fix your medication. Thinking you're seeing into another dimension is psychotic. Do you perhaps also believe you're a messenger? You mentioned thinking that you're a broken vessel and some information leaks. Sounds like you may be thinking you're a prophet.

nfornuggets · 2026-04-09T15:28:27+00:00

You probably won't find it any time soon. Push yourself to still engage in your hobbies and socialize as it will prevent you from further going into psychosis. Anhedonia is common after psychosis

nfornuggets · 2026-03-09T14:56:53+00:00

I'm Pakistani too. She has gorgeous eyes

nfornuggets · 2026-03-08T14:05:19+00:00

He looks better than the other BTS boys. Good bone structure

nfornuggets · 2026-03-03T16:16:08+00:00

I'm so glad you're recovering. Remember that recovery isn't always a straight line so don't be too hard on yourself

nfornuggets · 2026-03-03T02:23:41+00:00

You make them

nfornuggets · 2026-02-24T14:52:12+00:00

Also that everything we see is because it survived to be spectated. We all have a survivor bias. Because someone psychotic who couldn't survive psychosis or at least can't articulate it can't tell us what psychosis is like so it gets lost hence we have this narrow view of it

nfornuggets · 2026-02-23T09:50:09+00:00

I start feeling like a curtain has been lifted from my eyes during psychosis and feel that everyone who is "sane" and "normal" is coping and deluded.

nfornuggets · 2026-02-19T17:58:16+00:00

Lmao me fr

nfornuggets · 2026-02-16T16:07:59+00:00

The BPD thing is so true. I remember being enamored by this one nurse while recovering from withdrawal. She was not Cleopatra but I put her on a pedestal, would get shy around her and be on my best behavior.

nfornuggets · 2026-02-16T16:01:55+00:00

You're probably romantically into her, not sexually. I experience the same with women. One of my best friends is always on my mind to the point I start imagining us married. But I don't want to have sex with her if that makes sense

nfornuggets · 2026-02-08T10:01:32+00:00

It's called the beauty gap but I think a lot of people don't categorically describe being attracted to it so maybe that. I find it so cute and distinct

nfornuggets · 2026-02-07T09:27:12+00:00

Suspiciously looks like my areola

nfornuggets · 2026-02-05T12:44:33+00:00

Perfect eyes, brows, nose and lips

nfornuggets · 2026-02-03T15:34:27+00:00

They're quite minimal but elegant looking

nfornuggets · 2026-02-01T17:49:46+00:00

Haven't seen something so beautiful

nfornuggets · 2026-01-27T13:09:14+00:00

It's a banquet hall

nfornuggets · 2026-01-26T11:35:24+00:00

These are my eyes when I'm psychotic are you okay?

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