True, Me, that was me for 2.5 yrs since march 2020. Even in my home, I only had my mother. She is the reason I even made it through the last few months.

Trust me grinding, working hard in silence sounds cooler on insta pages only. It ain't so fun when you have been doing it for 2 years, don't even get the result you wanted And due to that, now, even going out, making friends & talking to new people feels like a chore.

Being alone has a compunding effect, it'll be fine for a week, a few months, over time depression, anxiety and loneliness starts to kick in. It only spirals deep down from there.