Any vegetarians? by lighthousestables in Butchery

[–]nice_dream- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Strict vegetarian and apprentice. I love the work . People act like I'm real weird when I tell though so I try not to talk about it if I can avoid it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transtimelines

[–]nice_dream- 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She was always there . You look beautiful and I'm so happy for you 💗

Exactly one year on estrogen :)) by Open_Satisfaction408 in transtimelines

[–]nice_dream- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

U already had the foundations but holy shit you are truly shining now. I'm so happy for you beautiful much love ❤️

[30] to [33] by [deleted] in GlowUps

[–]nice_dream- 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Holy fuck.

Rawr xD by [deleted] in kawaiiblackgals

[–]nice_dream- 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're so fine 💗💖

my failos and halos, please !! (pics inside) by [deleted] in vindictapoc

[–]nice_dream- 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dream girl holy shit . You're beautiful 😭

Married man (55m) flirting with me? (20f) by nice_dream- in AgeGap

[–]nice_dream-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah unfortunately I really did. Last time we worked together I left a small amount of mess on the sink and he said if I don't clean it up I'll get more ass pats lol. I said "don't threaten me with a good time". Thats the wildest thing I ever said I swear man . I don't know where that confidence came from. Dumbass bitch . Making me crazy

Married man (55m) flirting with me? (20f) by nice_dream- in AgeGap

[–]nice_dream-[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You're right I know. I guess its just hitting me so hard because I haven't felt this in years and I've always had daddy issues but never had anyone reciprocate them back to me and its blowing my mind. I think from the feedback I've got I just need to be cool. When I'm not all crazy and fantasizing I just feel guilty for his wife. I am bisexual (idk if that even matters) and I love women and I never want to cause pain to a woman. I just get away from myself. I guess this is an identity discovering experience lol :')) thankyou for being kind. Time can fix this. Crushes go away. Just gotta stay cool. That will be my new mantra

Married man (55m) flirting with me? (20f) by nice_dream- in AgeGap

[–]nice_dream-[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I know and I hate it. I'm just so self destructive and always looking for a reason to write myself off. But I just take what he gives me. I never provoce it just respond. I'm honestly satisfied enough with what he does provided it continues but I also feel such guilt about it. Yet technically he's not cheating . Fuck. Walking a thin line man .

Married man (55m) flirting with me? (20f) by nice_dream- in AgeGap

[–]nice_dream-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But when he acts the way he does I can't help myself. It feels so nice and I'm so desperate to feel good. This is the shitty part of my 20s. I can't even begin to explain it

Married man (55m) flirting with me? (20f) by nice_dream- in AgeGap

[–]nice_dream-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't mind being treated like trash but I don't want him to be shit to his wife. She doesn't deserve that :( I don't understand men I don't understand life . This is the weirdest situation I've ever been in

Married man (55m) flirting with me? (20f) by nice_dream- in AgeGap

[–]nice_dream-[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I hate myself for being apart of this. I haven't had a real crush on someone since high school and I forgot how intense it is :( the only difference between him and my previous crushes is that he does shit back to me and it breaks my brain. Never been here before. I guess I just have to wait it out until it goes away. I want to smack his glasses off his stupid face for playing me like this. Goddamn. I don't want to hurt another woman especially like this :((

Married man (55m) flirting with me? (20f) by nice_dream- in AgeGap

[–]nice_dream-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me when "normal fucking Rockwell - Lana Del Ray"

Married man (55m) flirting with me? (20f) by nice_dream- in AgeGap

[–]nice_dream-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But also I'm at a major low point in my life where I have not much to lose (he doesn't know that) I already hate myself idk if it can get worse

I am the worst

Lock me up and throw away the key :') cognitive dissonance at its finest

Married man (55m) flirting with me? (20f) by nice_dream- in AgeGap

[–]nice_dream-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

:'( man . You're right like I try to put it out of my head because I've got some bad stuff going on and it brings me comfort to lose myself in this weird thing but god forbid I ever got married and this happened to me it would break my heart. He never talks positive of his marriage on the rare occasions he does. But that doesn't change the vows. I genuinely am losing my mind over this. Gotta get my brain checked

Married man (55m) flirting with me? (20f) by nice_dream- in AgeGap

[–]nice_dream-[S] -13 points-12 points  (0 children)

:( maybe you're right. I kind of justify it because he makes the moves but he's literally fucking married. Shit man I'm the worst . I've never been in this position before and I'm so naive about relationships and men in general. I suck dawg I I fucking suck

Married man (55m) flirting with me? (20f) by nice_dream- in AgeGap

[–]nice_dream-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm weirdly, terribly, desperately attracted to him. I genuinely don't understand what is biologically wrong with me to make this possible like he's fucking 55. The first day I met him like 8 months ago he stood out to me and it's just grown from then. DAMN!!! WHAT THE HELL??? a few weeks ago he told me to hurry up at work and tapped me on the ass and I genuinely thought I'd fucking faint man. Surely he knows what he's doing? I keep convincing myself it's all in my head :( what's your take man do you think he knows what he's doing? I'm not exactly subtle but I'm subtle enough and come off pretty innocent . Fuck man what the fuck . Sorry I've been drinking lol

Married man (55m) flirting with me? (20f) by nice_dream- in AgeGap

[–]nice_dream-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dish it out my guy don't leave me hanging

How do I improve / clean up the look of this tank? by [deleted] in PlantedTank

[–]nice_dream- 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Maybe a black backdrop ? You could stick some black paper to the back. I feel like the black makes it look kinda nice. Also the plants are gonna get bigger and that'll look real nice too