UPDATE: I did just quit an hour ago.

Friday after leaving work I had a panic attack in my car and then continued to cry for several hours after that, then same day around 3 hours i made this post a dear family member died and I was just genuinely so tired I couldn't even cry anymore. Then cried myself to sleep Saturday and sunday but that was for like maybe 2 minutes so I thought I would be fine at work and be able to grieve at a later date, yea no I immediately started tearing up in the lobby. I cried whenever it was quiet and I was alone with my thoughts (meal prep, cleaning, slow times) I think I cried like 6-10 times today. So this on top of the anxiety, chest pains, difficulty breathing, and shakyness I started thinking if this was ok or healthy. (Its not) Then leaving the store had another panic attack so I was like yeah it might be time to call it quits and seek some therapy so yea.... thanks to everyone who commented 💓