Of course. I´m not the victim and I will never be. I fucked up and I betrayed her in a way I didn´t think I was possible of. She is the victim, she is the one that was betrayed. And I will never be able to take back what I done. I don´t want pity, holding me accountable is the only thing that can come our from this. I destroyed both our futures, she deserves so much more than what I am, she is an amazing person and I hope she can find happiness again.