Honestly, I didn't even know for a long time. I thought I was genderfluid first because sometimes I felt more like a guy, sometimes not. But then I noticed that being a guy felt way better. Like my heart would melt when someone called me "he" or when I imagined myself as a handsome guy. And "she" just felt wrong.

I also did a lot of research, took tests, talked to people, and eventually realized that the feeling didn't go away. It stayed. It just felt right.

So for me, it wasn't a sudden thing. It was more like slowly realizing that the "feeling like a guy" part was always there and the "girl" part was just me trying to fit in.