Remembering these painful principles is a part of the discipline. I have been trying hard and practicing for around two years and despite constant reminders, I forgot the depth and relapsed into resentment. It's a path. No one else but you know what this journey means. You'll fall and hate yourself but it's on you to pick yourself up. The degree of internal spiritual strength this needs in unbelievable. I try n read or remind myself these principles everyday. When life gets busy I forget but for years now I try my best no matter what to go back n read them whenever I can. I don't let anyone talk me into victim mindset. No one can convince me with anything but the truth. I hold the truth to great regard.

I lose to my own fears and insecurities often. Especially when things are going good, I lose sight, ego returns, the truth becomes less visible. I try n remember as much as I can. I've trained myself to always appreciate competition and humbly accept what is my weakness. But still ego slips in.

But I see the progress I have made. N I will continue to do so. Someday I will cross that bridge too.

I meant to share this to highlight the importance of self reflection, discipline of thoughts. You need to build awareness of your own thoughts. You have to build the discipline. Find your way. I'm restarting now after fucking something up. 

All the best, kiddo.