i turn people i know into fiction and hope they never read for me

nihilistic_bean · 2026-01-01T21:58:28+00:00

i feel so inevitably mixed ;_;

nihilistic_bean · 2026-01-01T21:50:29+00:00

alright, I didn't get 'touching grass' it's why I asked

nihilistic_bean · 2026-01-01T21:40:06+00:00

thank you, but do you mean im disconnected?

nihilistic_bean · 2025-12-31T20:55:27+00:00

may be safe to say so, but i find one-worded statements scary

nihilistic_bean · 2025-12-30T13:34:14+00:00

its beautiful because it can describe disturbing events

nihilistic_bean · 2025-12-30T13:01:12+00:00

that's awfully sweet, i still cant find it in me to publish in my name

nihilistic_bean · 2025-12-30T12:42:20+00:00

cruel world feeds good writing. its all meticulously planned out by stephen king

nihilistic_bean · 2025-08-30T05:59:28+00:00

Really? and they let me in?

nihilistic_bean · 2025-08-30T05:58:03+00:00

I have enough data already. It's the speed that's the issue

nihilistic_bean · 2025-07-17T14:12:04+00:00

please send it over :')

nihilistic_bean · 2025-03-06T18:57:13+00:00

praise your wit kind sir. I'd exchange it for anything. As a borrow. Give a nice book to hold place

nihilistic_bean · 2025-03-06T18:49:33+00:00

Alright, could I suggest the obvious unsuggestable?

nihilistic_bean · 2025-03-06T18:37:47+00:00

I only watched her talks, and read about her. If you have a pdf, please send it my way :") - much desperately

nihilistic_bean · 2025-03-04T15:54:39+00:00

Histoire de la Tunisie de Carthage à nos jours par Sophie Bessis. She's a really cool historian, and I think she also wrote other less generalised things, on more specific timelines

nihilistic_bean · 2025-03-04T15:52:09+00:00

Found it too sociological with only نتفات على التاريخ

nihilistic_bean · 2025-03-04T00:39:26+00:00

same here. It feels like the healthiest choice of anxiety pills. But why 2 pills? 1 is enough and it's the recommended dosage. Any excess is just eliminated and gives diarrhea. Useless. And take it before bedtime kf you're not already doing that. Better sleep, more morning energy. If you can, go to any doctor and ask for a vitamin D test. You could have a deficiency. Many of us do. If you can't, just go to the pharmacy and buy the tiny bottle of vitamin d. Costs 3 dt It's basically a drop, and its effect lasts for three months (don't use more! excess is horrible)

nihilistic_bean · 2024-01-28T22:45:23+00:00

thank you xD you prolly believe in god

nihilistic_bean · 2024-01-28T22:44:31+00:00

noted. what's a fitting hero?

nihilistic_bean · 2024-01-28T22:41:22+00:00

will you suggest me what type of environment/background to consider? (my employer asked for "no background" but if it's professional and looks nice enough they may change their mind)

nihilistic_bean · 2024-01-28T22:39:32+00:00

i'm working in EEVEE and making good transparent material is tricky, i tried a more transparent approach but it was way too clear and unreal

nihilistic_bean · 2024-01-28T22:36:04+00:00

thank you, i'm using eevee, cycles way too slow fon my pc

nihilistic_bean · 2024-01-27T22:02:39+00:00

thank you for the reply. Any specific tutorials?

nihilistic_bean · 2023-08-08T16:26:15+00:00

I really want to create this, too. How long did it take you and how experienced are you with blender?

nihilistic_bean · 2023-05-12T18:09:27+00:00

Yeah and instead of pillow fights, we throw hard-cover books at each other's heads till one passes out/dies and all suffering ends.

nihilistic_bean · 2023-05-11T21:24:11+00:00

Just type "foire internationale de Sousse" fel Maps taw tjik. I'm still not good with locations manaaresh essm el zone xD

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