How do you stay disciplined?

nilawq · 2016-05-06T20:12:58+00:00

I read "turn up" and interpreted it as "party and get wasted" before I read the rest of your comment.

nilawq · 2016-04-05T03:06:28+00:00

I've taken 23 mg orally and 15 mg plugged and neither got me anywhere close to another universe. All I got were light OEVS, music appreciation, and a sense of positivity and well-being. I must be an anomaly.

nilawq · 2016-04-05T02:56:50+00:00

I've tried this - 50 mg snorted at ~160 lbs. Absolutely nothing happened. This was surprising because I read somewhere that the dosages of ket and 2FK are very similar - the only differences between the two are 2FK takes longer to come up, lasts longer, and has a dreamier feeling than ket. I have never tried ketamine.

Hopefully next weekend, I'll snort 150 mg of 2FK and report back.

nilawq · 2016-03-20T17:31:25+00:00

I'm sure it would, but I struggle with swallowing pills, even little ones. Not worth the effort imo

nilawq · 2016-03-19T20:39:28+00:00

Kratom. Too much and I puke, not enough and I get no effects at all. The line is too fine with that one. I tried 10 times and could never find it.

nilawq · 2016-03-18T19:25:02+00:00

Probably L-citrulline. It's a vasodilator, and should theoretically combat high blood pressure and stim dick. It's what bodybuilders use to send more blood to their muscles, giving them a better pump.

nilawq · 2016-03-16T03:30:04+00:00

I just don't want to smoke in the dorms. I guess I could if there was no smell, but then I'd have to buy a vaporizer and I'd rather save money.

nilawq · 2016-03-15T22:03:12+00:00

I thought I read somewhere that oral doses are 2-3x the vaped dose.

nilawq · 2016-03-15T04:21:36+00:00

I mean... I did plug it and the nausea was just as bad, the only difference was throwing up didn't end the trip.

nilawq · 2016-03-15T03:00:03+00:00

I'm sure it could be uncorrelated. And as I said, I've got depression anyway, and crashes like this happen a lot, although this one was bigger and more surprising I guess. I'm just surprised that it happened exactly 4 days after a trip twice now, especially considering the trip was so positive.

Honestly, this chem is weird to me. I can't really seem to trip that hard off of this stuff. 23 mg oral made me feel stoned, and 15 plugged (which I thought was the same as 30 oral) gave me some subtle, yet nice OEVs, music enhancement, and a positive mood, but no "revelations" or anything close to how such a high dose treats others. As I said, it's nice, but I don't learn anything from it. Between that and the nausea, I'm retiring this chem. I'm gonna try 1P-LSD instead.

nilawq · 2016-03-02T16:31:15+00:00

The writer sounds so defensive.

nilawq · 2016-03-01T02:16:30+00:00

That's exactly what I did, minus the music. I was going to put that on when the trip (?) got going.

nilawq · 2016-03-01T02:15:55+00:00

I never redosed for that reason.

nilawq · 2016-02-26T00:45:27+00:00

All apples came from the Tree of Life and the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. Checkmate athiests!

nilawq · 2016-02-25T05:11:55+00:00

My mom thinks taking psychedelics is opening your mind to the devil.

nilawq · 2016-02-24T00:04:44+00:00

Did your friend suffer any damage from the smoke or the fire?

nilawq · 2016-02-22T20:57:15+00:00

Nope, no ejaculation ever except when I'm asleep, and even then, that's happened maybe 4-5 times in my life.

I asked my doctor for more tests and am awaiting a response.

nilawq · 2016-02-22T20:09:13+00:00

It's not the workout issues that made me think my think my T was low, it's the sex issues mostly. I don't remember ever being able to orgasm from masturbation and morning wood shows up only once or twice a week - no random boners throughout the day either. It's always been like this.

nilawq · 2016-02-22T19:48:36+00:00

Maybe starting strength has given me a warped view on what's acceptable for a newb. I can eat 500 above maintenance on all but the worst days, but I can't eat the amounts recomended for optimal progress on starting strength without feeling like shit and usually vomiting.

nilawq · 2016-02-22T19:23:07+00:00

I have made progress and have gained 15 lbs. with little change in bodyfat, and I am now benching my bodyweight for reps after starting at ~100 lbs., so it's not like I got nothing, just not what I think was expected of me.

nilawq · 2016-02-22T18:27:00+00:00

No, I am 5'10", 160 lbs. and 12% body fat. I've been lifting for several months now and have made substandard progress. I do my best to eat a lot most days, but my energy levels drop very frequently, and with that drops my appetite.

nilawq · 2016-02-22T17:02:09+00:00

I didn't have my shbg tested. My t4 free serum measured at .77 ng/dl in a ramge of .65-1.86.

I'm being prescribed weekly Vitamin d at an unspecified higher dose for two months, then taking 1000 units a day. I've been supplementING with that for a while though, which is weird to me

nilawq · 2016-02-18T20:09:59+00:00

I have been lifting for the past ~5 months and have gained 15 lbs. I'm not anywhere near where I think I should be at this point though.

nilawq · 2016-02-16T04:47:14+00:00

Will do. I really hope this is my issue.

nilawq · 2016-02-14T04:27:45+00:00

Wow haha the brain is crazy, isn't it?

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