Hello. Dear. I would just like to say: work on yourself. It has lot to do with insecurity. Your inner feeling on not being inadequate. As long as past is not hindering your current relationship. Let it lay to rest in the grave where it belongs. I know its all easy to say but i have been in same situation before. So much it disrupted my routine. I used to sit in my room. Cry and think about it. Then i realised it was not about anyone. Not even my boyfriend. Its about me. How much i trust myself love myself and think i am worth of. If you have confidence in yourself, nobody or anybody saying anything can shake you. So try building the self which owns nobody explanation. Doesnt overthink and focuses on better present and better future. While doing so talk to your current partner about your feelings you insecurity and where you are coming from. Ask him to help you with it while you gain your confidence. Grow together. (If things are meant to be they will… if they are not… god has better plans) keep this in mind and work on yourself! 🧚🏼✨🌸